todae,hab eng LC and eoa test!
haiis..
i blieve i'll pass moii eoa,and maths..
but..i tink i cant take e target i wan..
moii chinese onii 73/100!maths paper 1 oreadii confrim pass le..
haiis..
rather don take maths test!i rather mrs seah gv e qus fer test!
wadeber!iish e past!we still hab to take 'n' level den we noe who's e best bahhs
cos we cant compare our maths oreadii..wad e hell
find tat,iif we compare iish moii fun and willin to study!
aniwae,next year iish no longer she teach oreadii!issit a good or bad result!
but who noes..wait and see bahhs!haiis~
moii pid eoa..fcuk siia..
reali dulan arghs..
feel like shoutin out loud
i write e correct ans and i go correct e rong ans..shoo angry lo!
sickering arhs!!!!!!
confirm get lower marks lo..
cant get e highest again bahhs..
sad =(( feel like cryin!but iish shoo hard fer miie to cry!
after lots of ting happen since tish year start!difficult to cry!
dno y..cos of hiim and e others too..!
jus come back home not long!ewat moii lunch le..
eat alone..wen home alone too!
everydae walk bishan park dere to sch!go home oso walk bishan park and take bus!
den at e bus stop dere sit down!he pass by and hit moii leg..dno y..!? *blurr*
den i call moii godbro..he told miie sae dey wana get gal no. but dey scare shoo dey nber take!
shoo i msg hiim tat since he like e gal y not go take e no. den he reply sae not he wan..
dots*** how to blieve?i rather blieve moii godbro den hiim!cos he nber lie to miie..
shoo mayb iish too difficult to accept bahhs!he,hiimself oso scare he will hurt shoo wad can id o!he ask miie whether i not scare arhs..
mayb lubb iish owaes hurt and pain!wiit e sadness dere..
aniwae,iish numb and dead fer now!shoo wad to sae muchiies?
i nber accept hiim..cos both of us iish not prepare!
by e wae,iim reali berii worii abt vin!he nber come to sch fer 2daes le..
was suspect habin illness..tat iish berii pain and nber expected to be..
e doctor sae mayb but iish not confirm..i reali hope he iish fine!
i jus worii abt hiim,moii studies and frankly speakin i nber expect too muchiies hope on hiim too..shoo jus wait and see wad will happen to both of us!
but i dn reali tink we will go bahhs,tats how i feel..iif reali go,it wont last long!everyting oso feel!cos we dn eben lubb each other but jus like..e highest hope iish e lowest chances!
tat's everyone sae!wont gimmi ani an quan gan too..cos i noe he hurt lots of ppl..wad can i do but to depends hiimself..he hurt all e ppl tat i noe and iish moii frewn!aniwae,i onii noe two..hahas +X
hehes+))*
but sad bahhs..owaes shoo damn fcukin sad de..oso dno wen im not sad..!
tmr hab cpa test den can go home le..
thurs dae we re e last class tat go home!whole sec3 can go home le lo..
onii e last dae we hab to stay fer eoa paper 2!at computer do our test!fer 130hrs!
gonna be siians..finish test gonna wait fer result..
scare?!onii scare fer cpa and eng paper 1 bahhs..cos not sure how to do de!
eoa,maths and chinese dn need worii le bahhs..cos more or less oso noe e result oreadii!
jus freakin dulan abt tiish 3rd test!chinese nber done well can!maths oso not we do although we nber copy..!eoa tink will pass jus cant get e target i wan!everytime lidat..
sighs -.-%
tired..dno how's daddy!mus wait fer hiim to reach home den noe wads goin on bahhs!
hiis illness till now still haben recover and dno wads goin on wiit hiim..
omost everydae hab fever!iish out of sudden de lo..
mummi wan miie go fetch moii bro ltr..mayb onii bahhs..cos dno wad time dey re back mahs!iif dey cant fetch den i hab to go down and fetch lo..
