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Wednesday, May 31, 2006

8:47 PM

m0rning,
mum called me wake up again to ask me whether want to go down and eat a not?
i say i don't want and i'm real tired.she ask me what time i sleep?i never answer her and i went to sleep.woke up around 11plus.nobody at home.all went out.around 12plus mum and brother came back.wanted to go out but in the end i'm stuck inside the house to take care of my brother.i was unhappy because i remember when i'm very sick my brother went out and play.that day i remember i'm sick and duncan was at my house.thanks.thought she never take care of me and she don't know that i'm real sick.so i still stay at home to take care for him and went out buy dish and cook for him =P i always treat him very good =x i only know how to talk shit but he's the one who want to eat and ask me to cook for him so i cook for him.if not i will be buying food up for him because that's my mum order me to do that.listen her ordering things for me to do really makes me feel irritating and i think she feel that too so she shut up and went for work.she say today they very busy so i have to take care of him.

after baby finish studyin came and find me.=)) smile.lovey0u muacks.!!!baby i'm sorry to make y0u sad and make you so disappointed in me.i'm sorry baby.i going off soon and making y0u so down.never meet you for days really making you suffer.hope you love the drawing.that's my masterpiece =x i know is very nice.hahas.joking.i know is not very nice.i miss y0u so much.

tomorrow,i don't know whether i can meet anyone because i don't know whether my brother is still very sick a not.he's having high fever from out of no where and making himself so sick.tomorrow wanted to go baby school and study with her but i don't think i'm going because i really lack of SLEEP!i still remember the promise but i remember ones i think is when u not in singapore we never meet before you left.anyway,went i come back than give you your present and if you read the letter if anything you are unhappy and wants to talk back againest me is fine with it because i know nobody is always correct.may all your wish come true and enjoy your birthday.i don't find that i'm in the wrong went i never go ur house because i don't even know that i going malaysia on which date and seriously whether am i there a not though your baby is not going but i know she will still help you celebrate.what ever you say i never say i don't believe but what i say to you most of it is true and you should know.i'm off soon.will miss you guys.muacks

by the way,my blog always welcome whoever you are.
but not coming here to disturb and making me or other people life suffering
i know for who you are to come to my blog and see what i have post
if you are mature,think before you do and making nonsense out.
everyone will jealous but you should know the more you jealous the more things will happen out.she lie to you because she don't want to quarrel with with you and i know you are quite unhappy with me.ex are stil friends isn't it true?you have ex too and she doesn't really control your life.i may not know the whole story but i know she treat stead really well.is unfair to say what i want but since you want to come my blog you don't mind seeing all this.sometimes lie is better but as a stead we shouldn't lie because we should trust each other.i might lie my stead too but we understand each other by what we are doing.if you really love her why not think about it.nobody is prefect.i never mention name,if you really think you are the one than let it be.i got no offence by what i say but just to say if you really think you are why not change for what you have done to make your relationship last long and make it strong?unless you don't even want and i got no comments.i'm lesbian too,as everyone knows lesbian won't last long.if you really love the person you won't think so much be just to be with her happily and goes on your life together with her because you LOVE her.

as how i LOVE you my dear.
i hope we will last long
though this time i go malaysia but i'm not going shopping so i'm sorry that i can't buy anything for you guys.if i really go shopping i'm going to broke =P because alot of people say you go there must buy things for me k!

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

10:30 PM

m0rning,
wake up want to go toilet.
after came out mum ask me to accompany her to go eat breakfast.
my head really pain and i'm very tired.i want to go back and sleep she don't allow and sort of beg me accompany her go down eat breakfast together with her and my dad.
after eating came back home.came online really makes me pissed.you can take it nothing happen and you can take it anything also never happen because you don't know what's the main reason i was pissed because of you and for what you have done you should be clear than anyone else.not awhile i went offline not because i angry with you but i went to meet other people.
went out and meet weiru and leon.she pass me things and meet weiru chatting.1230 weiru left and leon came to my house help me do my computer.thanks alot and duncan came my house too.hehes.i was getting very pissed again.after do finish my computer accompany her wait for bus and duncan went home and i went off alone to carpark.i sit till 7pm than go home.came home bath and do my things.not awhile my parents ask me whether want to eat anot?thought they going down coffee shop to eat.in the end,we went central and eat but i never eat alot.i really no appetite to eat.feel very full.that's all for today and i'm off for who i am.asking yourself for what you have done and make it clear of everything.by the way,having a baby is it very throw face and you are so happy with her also scare people to know her for who she is.

Monday, May 29, 2006

2:15 PM

yesterday evening,
daddy call my handphone and say he will not be at home so early call us to find food ourselves.
so i told mum anad she ask me where to eat,i can't think anything so i called baby and ask her where got nice food to eat?she name alot but i very fussy.hahas =x sorry
in the end,we went to toa payoh to eat sizzler.after eating really very full.
after eating went back home,my dad sitting near the door and his face and whole body very red.he drink alot and he went out of house around 11plus.i call my brother to call his phone to show some concern as daddy love him alot too.so he call but he didn't pick up the call.he called back and my brother pick up the call ask whether where is he?he say he went back office to do some service.my brother came and tell me say he thought i 3years old boy.
after that he came back home ask why so late we still haven't sleep.me and brother say back him.you also haven't sleep what.after that,i call my brother to go his room and sleep and i also off my light and sleep.around 2plus i wake up because of my mum.she wake me up and say my dad in the kitchen,standing at the window shouting out loud.i still very blur and giddy.headache and never bother so much.want to sleep already i heard someone shouted loudly and i thought i'm dreaming,i can't sleep well.heart very pain and feel so lost and can't get back to sleep.after that i heard he shout again and i wake up.anytime my heart will drop out.i very scare and the fear is there.i went to toilet and came out.he lock the kitchen door and can't open.i ask my mum say take ruler and open.but she call me to call my dad.i call him quite a few times than he came and open the door.he's drunk already and he hurt his hand.he thought he wake me up and he say sorry to me,i went to take cup and pour water and he suddenly bang the door.my whole body also not standing well and steady.he ask me why i haven't sleep?i say i wake up because i went to toilet.but he knows i wake up is because of him and i think he feel more hurt that i never concern him and i'm so calm.that's what my mum say to me.after that,i went into my room and sleep.i couldn't sleep and i heard their conversation.my tears suddenly roll down and i cry awhile.i very tired and i sleep.4plus wake up again because of my mum,she told me their conversation and i never really listen to what she say just force myself to open eyes and answer her back.she told me say my dad went out again and shouted just now.i think i'm too tired till i really never hear anything.

m0rning,
my brother wake me up around 7plus.
he told me say my dad came back and i say i know because i heard key sound
my brother took my phone and play.he ask me why baby called me so early?he pass me the phone and i pick up!if not i still sleeping.around 11plus my mum wake me up again ask me whether want to accompany her go down eat anot.i turn here and there,really very headache.still want to go back sleep but i still wake up accompany her and eat breakfast.just came back home not long.after eating,we went to ang mo kio park and walk,walking and chatting.her topic always the same and we cry in the park.if she really die because of him i will forever hate him.she told me what she do the past.she try alot of ways to die but she still can't die.she eat alot of pills and drink and on the gas but she still can't die.daddy know i will hate him forever if mum really die.i will never forgive him.i message felicia just to tell her that if i really go malaysia i really can't go her house to celebrate her birthday.i'm sorry.but the way she reply really makes me feel she so attitude.mum say if this continue your dad maybe not going to malaysia.if i really go,i reach singapore already night.i never blame for what you reply as you don't know anything.anyway,just leave me alone and i don't wish to talk to anyone.
weiru,just call me and ask if i want to go out because she at ang mo kio.i told her say sorry that i can't go out because i have to accompany my mum.i also don't feel like goint out with anyone and i rather go out with my mum.today wanted to go my aunt house together with my cousins.but we didn't go because of them.i really getting to dislike my brother.things happen and he still can go out and play like none of his businees.my mum told him that my dad don't want this house already and he say my dad won't.he came to my room and say i still can sleep?i don't know wake up how many times and i'm lack of sleep but what the hell he have done?i wish to scold vulgarities.arghs.i don't feel like staying this house and i hate it.maybe going out with mum later.

Saturday, May 27, 2006

11:49 AM

yesterday night,
didn't sleep well because my parents quarrel again.
daddy midnight went out,don't where he go neither he bring his phone out too
mum very pissed off so came to my room and talk to me a lot of things and i just listen.relly very tired and never really care about it.just pray she can let me off and allow me sleep.she still want to chat.can't take it.in the end she ask me go and sleep.she like to talk to me and walk around,in and out and anytime can talk without knowing it.really scare me!anytime will get heartattack.
suddenly she came into my room and sleep with me,i though she can't sleep alone so sleep with me.this morning she told me say she's suffering in her room because yesterday night he came back and keep making her and don't allow her to sleep.i'm very tired now!!!i'm lack of sleep.can't get to sleep,going out to find baby later around 2pm.mum quite unhappy,she don't seems to allow me to go out and want me to accompany her.my head really very pain.

m0rning,
my handphone alarm ring.still went to sleep awhile and wake mum up because yesterday night she say today have to go bank so she wake up and prepare herself than call me wake up.i though my brother still sleeping but he went out of the house very early.he really getting worst!atttiude getting sucks and very naughty.went to bank,after that i went to mac and eat breakfast with mum.thought she want to go home but she still don't want so went to shop.bought slippers for me and include them.bought converse green shoes that i love alot.=P thanks mum.muacks.she's the one who ask me so i wanted to buy one brown shoes which look alike leon shoes.she also have one but too bad don't have my size.came home play computer.going out to meet duncan than find baby.got to go.bye

Friday, May 26, 2006

8:49 PM

today,
parents meeting.so whole school don't need go school study.
but we stil have to go to school to take back report book.

wake up at 9am and drag for 5mins than wake up and prepare myself.
help to take out clothes out of the windows and help to wash up things than went out of my house and take 88bus to toa payoh.wait for 88bus really very long.reach toa payoh have to change bus.take 8bus to go tampines.went to temasek polytechnic to find baby because today i don't need to go school so i went to find her.reach there around 11plus.was watching tv in the bus because yesterday night i never watch the 9pm show.went into her school and sort of shopping and looking around because they got funfair in school.
reach her school not awhile she gave me a rose.thanks baby.really very nice and i l0ve it alot.i was shock that she bouught and i thought is fake rose but is real.she want me to keep it longer than i keep duncan rose.i kept duncan rose for 65days.she want to keep her rose longer than hers.after that,we shop finish went to tampines and go near her secondary school there got one coffee shop.she want to eat tom yum so we went there but i never eat.i only eat rojak.hehes =)) very sweet.after eating we went to tampines mall and we went to converse shop see awhile and we went off and take mrt back home.i have to go home prepare and go to school.reach school very angry because i get scolding.but after that i'm fine because mr ong didn't get to talk to my parents but talk to vincent parents.he really say and sort of scold vincent till very bad.i never do my duty and i suppose to reach school at 3.50pm but i don't know the timing and i thought is i came to school than start to do duty as the last visitor is simon.my parents went back home first than i get out of school went to meet baby and weiru i'm fine and better.we went to junction 8 have dinner,after eating accompany weiru to mrt and we went off to take 13bus home.thanks baby for sending me home and you're so tired.wanted to sleep but my stupid brother come into my room and disturb me till i can't sleep so i went to eat yesterday the cake i bought.
=)) so sweet and nice.i l0ve coffee and chocolate.muacks =))*

Thursday, May 25, 2006

11:34 PM

HAPPy BIRTHDAY TO MY DADDY =))

hehes..
m0rning,brother wake me up.
went back to sleep and wake up the same time,prepare eat chocolate hello panda..=))* eat finish already.=P
went to school..
first period music lesson.waiting for mrs kong.shahril really very noisy!daddy today came to school.hehes.don't know what happen to him.suddenly so hot temper and he throw green book on nantha.that bitch who cause everyone can't use friendster,is very lack.
listen to mp3 and wanted to sleep but she came.went up to 4th floor computer lab play music.felicia playing piano and learning.i never even play and is so bored!daddy suddenly call me to go over his side and he play songs for me.so nice =)) thanks alot
after music lesson is maths lesson.went in and want to sleep already,mr sim came in and we can't even sleep cause he bring us to computer lab and allow us to play internet but internet very lack because he don't know that the computer lab,all computers can't play internet and whole school everyone is playing internet so is very lack.so i started to play computer games.after that i play pinball.daddy high score is 1'3 plus than he call me to play with him.he die faster than me.so funny.he always make me laugh and smile to make my day happy.really l0ve him alot and thanks.in the end i still lose to him because he keep disturbing me and giving me alot of pressure and i lose.i get 1'2plus.actually can win him but all thanks to him!make me lose!mr chia let us go early recess,so i got eat today.after recess is english period.never listen to what she's talking but she keep calling vincent and say vincent.vincent have to say sorry to whole class due to tuesday we were hold back quite long and whole class never make any noise and is trying to call vincent to cooperate with teacher.sleeping half way she wake those people who's sleeping.vincent really waste alot of time and playing around.quite pissed so i don't care and went back to sleep.around 1115 everyone have to wake up to clean classroom because today is cleaning day and whole school everyone is helping out and cleaning their classroom.helped to plug out all the wires and want to take the cpu up on the table but is lock.so felicia help me wake vincent up,the expert in our class which know how to do all this computer things.thanks alot to zhenzhen and vincent.he treat me well but i really find that if we do together we won't last long at all.after that we start to clean the tables but i never do anything.i clear the drawers and i have to go around the school to return people books which left in the drawers.found 4a3 green book and pass it back to teacher,i forget how to spell his name.he teach me before and he ask if we are the one who stole his green book.please,we are not so free to do all this stupid things which is not ours and what for we have to take it when is not ours.after return all the belongings back to them i went back to class.my skirt very dirty because of the chair.thanks to hafiz.he is very clever.he use the soap to clean it very clean and white but he never use water to raise it up and those who sit the pants and skirt are white.but he does do housework at home especially his room as this is what he told us and cant see through that he did do housework at home because he really do everything well.1230 went to hall for cdt.finish cdt those which gets good result and well behaviour have to stay back just to eat lunch with teachers.told mr ong i got no time and i don't want to eat,he still pull me go and eat.

after eating went to toa payoh myself and meet felicia at there.went to shop and buy those stuff which i need to buy to use when i went to malaysia.bought one jacket for myself.we walk round and round for don't know how many times because i really don't know which cake to buy for my father.looking around we saw jan with her friend name sharon.didn't talk to her and never bother her too.just walk away and buy my things.went to ang mk kio to buy things and went home.called my mum ask if she got came back home a not?someone keep the clothes but never close the window.really stupid and really don;y know what the person is doing.is raining heavily this afternoon and the floor is very wet.all is my brother fault.before he went out of the house my mum called him to keep all the clothes b ut he never think of closing all the windows before he went out.really no comments.simple things and is such a common sense things also need people to call him to do if not he won't even touch it at all.

went to meet duncan after cleaning up my house.she's sick!
knock her window but she never open the door.call her handphone and she stil haven't open the door.find it very weird so i called her handphone again.she pick up and i hang up and shouted at her say i'm just outside your house.she really very sick.g0sh.ask if she want to eat a not.i told her i want to cook for her and she say she don't want.later i cook out everything not nice and black.she went back and sleep and call me watch tv.i wanted to ewnt up my house to take medicine for her but she don't want.i'm sorry that i can't do anything but please thake good care of yourself.she say she going to sleep for half an hour than we go downstair to eat dinner together.after half an hour i wake her up and ask if she still want to sleep or eat?she say go down eat so i accompany her eat and chat with her.she suddenly sak me how i came into her house.she don't have fever at all but she can't remember what she have done.i ask her how i come in?she say let her think and she answer me say she throw the keys out of the window and i open it myself.i touch her forehead and say you don't have fever what.you really can't remember what you have done?i told her what she have done and she say i got say all this things mehs?after awhile i ask if she got say a not she say maybe.d0ts

went home and bath.prepare to go out eat dinner but poor daddy have to work.
so we accompany him and we went to new world s21 hawker eat dinner.
i don't know why in chinese they call new world.only they know what does it means
after eating finish went to his office to make his things.after doing finish his stuff we went back home and i went to the kitchen and take the cake out of the fridge.he so shock and say u buy the cake ar,just now should not eat so much.seriously i don't find that we eat alot of maybe because i never eat bread and noodles but he did.i help to eat alot too.so sing happy birtheday songs and cut the cake.eating cake that time they say the cake so nice!hehes =)) i'm so happy that he l0ve the cake and is really nice.i l0ve it too.muacks.

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

10:03 PM

today,wake upp.
prepare finish sit on my bed eat hello panda strawberry biscuit.so nice!!!
hehes =)) thanks for the two hello panda biscuit.left one more
after eating went to take bus to school.reach school don't need say.skip =)
first lesson maths period,mrs seah never come.sleep for one hour?whole class alot of people sleeping.this morning forget to bring pe shirt,english file and green book.everything also forget.
second period is pe.give mr shu face because i very tired.those who didn't bring pe t-shirt got punishment by him.after doing finish we went to play badminton.i didn't play because i don't feel like playing and is like almost all girls sitting there chatting.
yitteng start to talking about ghost story,quite scary.went back to canteen before the bell ring.take my bag went to buy food and eat.very full!chatting with sinyi about something which is secret.=P sorry but can't say.
after recess finish went to cpa lesson play internet again.chatting with yitteng about vincent.nothing secret and nothing to hide.as class people who got eyes to see should know and understand what i'm talking.he act very weird this whole week.mr ong still ask if we are stead?vincent say we are brother and sister relationship.

before all this things happen.last week,thursday afternoon we chat online in messenger.
i was down that day,i was online and he came online so we start to chat and he cheer me up alot.i was happy and keep laughing because of his stupid action.he on webcam and do alot of funny action and smoke too.dots
baby came to my house that day too.she ask who is he?finally she know and see who's vincent teo.=x she wanted to chat with him but i don't allow.he type alot of rubbish.i really don't understand what he want and what he's thinking.find that he suddenly so crazy and mad by saying i want xiao fiona.i told him i have to offline so i went offline.

this week,monday he start get close to me.he came to school.not long this two days got fighting matters.he sort of here touch there touch and i'm trying my best to get rid of him.i move his hand away and its like so obvious but he still do on me.felicia also see what he did and feel weird.she today ask me if i got something on with him.oh pls.no!i told her everything and she also laugh.

after cpa lesson finish went to eoa lesson.in air con room for 3hours.i'm not cold and i'm hot!
baby today study till 10plus and that's her day in school.meet her at junction 8.after finish school i called her.ask her where is she?she say she outside my school.i was very shock and felicia called my name.i turn and baby is jus behind me.she walk into my school and walk with me out of the school.whole school girls can't stay at hall because they got public canning.the person who get cane we also know.due to fighting so he got public canning.i'm wondering what we can't see?went to take 52bus and reach juction 8.took mrt and went to simei.went to her house and i realise how long she need to walk and how scary went she walking back to her house.reach her house,wanted to sleep but that idiot come and make me till i can't sleep.i'm the first girl which know and alot of things which all her ex stead didn't know or see and etc.around 4plus get out of her house.i wear her clothes back home =P because she say she want to give and i lazy to bring clothes and lucky i never bring clothes because her bag really very small.i wear her clothes all very big and she say i look like butch.bleahs.i got long hair so i don't look alike at all.she call me go her school and eat.i don't want to go than she pull me along!reach her school have to walk very long to reach her business school canteen.eat beef for dinner and i'm very full.went back home myself.took 8bus to reach bedok.wait for 22bus to come and i let two 22bus go because so many people inside.around 7plus than i board the bus.reach ang mo kio around 8plus wait for 162bus really very tired and feel like sleeping.take bus home saw daddy car.g0sh!shit man.
thought he will scold me but they not at home.nobody at home and the door never even lock.called my dad and ask where is he?he told me they just went downstair and eat dinner ask whether if i want to go down find them and eat dinner together with them a not?i say i very full and i just came back home.they didn't know i wear baby clothes =P
went to bath and online till now.baby stil haven't reach home.her handphone sort of spolit.can't see all the message that people send to her due to the screen.really don't know how she take care her phone.don't need repair,though inside got all the sweet message of mine.you still got one more handphone.you will always receive my sweet message.don't worry yeahs.i will always be here for you when you need me!anyway,i always l0vey0u my dearr.muackks =))*

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

10:23 PM

m0rning,my brother wake me up around 6am.
i very tired.but yesterday i sleep quite early.
he call me accompany him to the kitchen.i say i don't want.he crazy and scold me.mum call me to wake her up.in the end she wake up herself.around 630am than i wake up go prepare.i prepare finish she suddenly knock my door.
she not feeling very well.stomach very pain.ask if i have time to accompany her to go downstair coffee shop to eat breakfast with her a not?i told her i have no time.she ask if i can help her buy up for her not.so i went down and bought it for her.after buy for her.went up help her to do.i leave my hse ard 6plus-7am.wanted to take cab go school.but i walk to kfc there to take 162bus.i realise i recah school haven't late.so maybe i going to take bus?depends.lazy than i will be taking bus.if not i will be walking to school.

reach school go hall.e same old things always continue,nothing much to mention.
first period is chinese lesson.but don't know why we don't have lesson thought mr ong got come to school.after one hour is cpa lesson.play internet again.use handphone and mp3 teacher never scold.is so obvious and mr chia got come too.they always treat us so good.=))
after cpa lesson finish is recess.i never lazy to queue to buy food eat,cause teacher sort of let us go early recess.hahas =x so yup.that's why today i got eat!must be happy those who call me not to be lazy to queue and buy food.hehes^^
after eating is eoa lesson.today never really play internet.but i still got online chatting with friends and baby.of cause i do my work too.i type everything which teacher want us to do.all those notes which help us and we have to study for our exams.
next lesson is english.bored.don't care.me,vincent and yitteng sleep together at the same time.stupid shahril really very noisy.keep singing songs till we get so pissed of him.sleep for 45mins?should be around that.went up to 4th floor for maths lesson.don't know whether what happen to mrs seah.she this few days never come to school.quite worry.hope she's fine.today she also never come to school.wanted to sleep again but didn't get back to sleep.chat with vincent.don't know what happen to zhenzhen.keep making me and yitteng for nothing.a bit crazy with him.after one hour went to hall for cdt.teacher hold us back till around 2pm cause of vincent.the class suddenly never say anything or even make any noise.but badrul and irwan went off without teacher permission.i also very bored til nothing to do so i play tissue paper and i fold a star.so cute. =x than felicia take it and don;t want return me back.somemore that tissue also dirty.so i redo another one.i say i will give her.i throw away the big one and give her the small one.

after school went home to change,went to marina square with felicia and adeline.actually only three of us.but i call leon to come together,because she online and she today actually got cca but she did not attend due to her eyes.but she can come out with us.she reach than we walk around and went to eat long john.after eating accomany adeline go eat mac.i eat cup corn.so nice =P growing fat.after that we don't know where to go so we went to suntec.walk awhile went to mac sit awhile.after that went to playground there.sit till 7pm than go home.leon suddenly say want to send me home.so we waiting for 162bus going back ang mo kio.but find it very weird.we wait for the bus got 45mins.so we take 133bus also got go to ang mo kio.reach ang mo kio central.leon want send me back,felicia want to send me back.but sorry.leon say she want send me back so felicia went home herself.i'm sorry as u can't send me home and if both of you want to send me home together i also find it very weird.don't cry.i don't worth you to cry or even drop tears for me at all.take care yourself.thanks for the sweets,though is simple and plain but i still like it alot.

reach home,wen tot bath.came out help mum to make the clothes.eat what daddy bought for me.i ate two.after eating went downstair buy foos for him and he call me to share with him.want to diet also hard =x

Monday, May 22, 2006

8:13 PM

yest nyte berii late slp.not reali tired s0 cant get to slp
wanted to call other ppl to chat on e phone.but tt dupidd idiot dn allow
i os abit tired.=P s0 i wen to slp.

m0rnin wake upp very tired
but i promise tat i today have to go sch.s0 i went
went to school really bored.whole school students have to stay at hall for assembly.
every monday have to stay in the hall for one hours?today conversation quite bored.feel so sleepy but i didnt sleep at all.after one hour over.went back to class.form teacher period for one hour.stupid vincent.came to school in the morning and went back home because he thought thats period was english lesson.really never listen when teacher say go back to your class for form teach period.he message me and call me to help him to tell teacher say he not feeling well.
after one hour over is recess.went down for recess.so many ppl buy food.lazy to queue,going bell ring than i went to bought mash potato to eat.
next lesson,cpa.vincent came back.mr wong always treat us very nice.thanks alot.he allow us to play internet e whole one hour.go for chinese lesson.check through our chinese result.make me feel s0 d0wn.but all thanks to some joker in our class and 4t1.4t1 chinese teacher not free.so 4t1 and 4t2 in one class.my chinese getting poor.last period is english.suddenly sleep.really feel so tired.stupid vincent keep disturbing me.

after school straight away went home.
the weather is very hot.reach home went to bath.
after bathing come out.my mum so angry and hot.not my problem and im not the one who make her angry.hahas=P is my brother.make her angry stil dare to go out.not awhile i went out.this few days i reach home bery early.ard 6plus-7pm.her mood not really good.so must be guai and stay at home!char also.went to sengkang meet that dupidd idiot.=P
hehes.reach dere.waiting for her.before she reach i went to buy things to eat.she reach went to eat again.im getting fatter and my mum also complaint and im really putting on weight =(

tomorrow actually want to go swimming with felicia.but im not going.going to stay at home the whole day.i suddenly cant make it.theres other reason.but is not cause of y0u.so don't anyhow.i also don't know how to explain to y0u so yup.

Sunday, May 21, 2006

9:50 PM

my stupid darling is out with her mom and brother at city hall! having supper at macs. stupid. her phone oso low battery. den cant contact her. i seriously miss her! oh fuck it. i cant seem to live without her by my side! haha.

quick go home lah you stupid! hahahahahaha.

i didnt get to see my darling today! like how sad can tat be! walao.
tmr going to see her lah! i miss my horny bitch. haha

笨蛋 , 我爱你

uR HoRnY bAsTaRd

Saturday, May 20, 2006

12:03 AM

tupid darling

i <3 you!

i am here once again! hahahaha. im loving you! i wan tell other people sumthing.

the sumthing which is. this picture SO nice till NICE UNTIL DUNNO HOW NICE!

haha.

i wan to show off my TALENTED PHOTOGRAPHY skills =p

hahs. love you darling.

stupid. see la you take my shirt wear. mickey mouse so cute! =]

and another ting hor people.

this is what my darling LOVE to eat!

HER DARLING CUP CORN!

without it, she cannot survive. =]]

Friday, May 19, 2006

11:14 AM

yest,after offline.
baby call miie.i listen all kind of sad songs
mk moiself to cry.cry very long bahhs?
cos i owaes cry awhile til no more tears
she was tellin mi abt moi result and etc.
i noe she's console miie.but i dnwan listen.cos it hurts mi more
neither do i blame her fer she said.

m0rnin,mumi wake miie upp
ask miie iif i jus slp not long.i sae no.
moi bro call mi wake upp.i told him to off e light.help mi tel mum sae i dnwish to go
ard 7am.moi mum came back and wake mi up.i sae i dnwan go.
s todae nber go sch lorhhs.

ard 10plus wake upp
ray msg mi told mi abt moi result
position 1st. percentage i gt 67.2%
fcuk man.arghs.
i stil lose badly.dey re strong.last year de result all re fake.
tish mid year shows hw much i hab lose and how much i nber study hard,os mk alot of careless mistake.haiis.

chattin wit vincent.all kind of lame shit
he damn funi and owaes mk mi smile and laugh wen iim down
he owaes berii cute de.damn li siiao.thanks alot.=))

Thursday, May 18, 2006

10:05 PM

nber post fer 5daes.
yest get back exams paper.
all done badly.reali hate it.
lost to ray 3papers.mood damn bad.damn sad and feel like crying.
whole dae feel s dead.wen to smoke.smoke omost one pack.
lucky she share wit mi.iif not i tink i goin to finish one pack.
head damn pain.but after restin in e bus.iim totally awake.feel tired.
i reali dno wad am i doin.i oni noe tis few daes moi mood damn down.
treatin everyone badly and attitude?jus damn moody and quiet.dn feel like tokin or doin aniitin.
wen out wit daddy after tt.i called him and told miie moi mood not reali gd.
siians.sit and mos saw em.damn bored.keep askin daddy wher to go?den we walk to mrt and tk train.wen to city hall walk.
iim soriiwee daddy.i rem wad i promise u but i nber done it in front of u.iim soriiwee to take in front of u too.haiis.
wen to eat burger king.after eatin wen back home.took bus,bfer tkin bus daddy wen to bought some snacks.he s funni.he try to mk mi laugh too.thanks alot.muacks.l0veya l0tts daddy.cos he uds mi well.and treat mi reali good.

wanted to go to sch todae,but nber.too lazy and tired to go to sch.wake upp ard 12plus to 1pm.feel s sick.wen to c d0c.wanted to mit duncan but nber.cos moi mum acc mi c doc.she todae os nber work.wanted to mit leon to take tings frm her,cos i wana borrow frm her.thanks.she found it.hehes =)) but we nber mit upp.cos i was wit moi mum e whole dae.iif she come dwn awhile den i rather mit her other dae.ray came to find mi.acc mi to c doc.acc mi till 4plus den wen home.aft she we wen home.mum ask mi stil wan eat not?s i sae aniitin.wen to eat long john.bfer tt i did eat noodles.share wit her bfer we wen to c d0c.saw sharon wit her stead,tink she nber saw mi bahhs.
after eatin wen back home,i damn blurr.saw colleen at bus stop wit her frwen.den i damn g0ng.s i wave hand to her.den she jus now online sae i nber smile to her.hahas.soriiwee
wen home.e hp s quiet.i os dn feel like using s i wen to off it.did on after tt.baby call and msg mii.reach hme,wanted to slp cos i eat med.baby call mii.s i use hse phone to call her back.chat awhile,hang upp and wen to slp till 830 den wake upp.damn pigg and damn tired.

Sunday, May 14, 2006

1:11 PM

hello darling ur cute, tupid, and shitty dear is here to invade your blog. . . . .
cause im so damn free and im here to blog ok. . . . .
eh. you are outside now. in the car. moaning. and you are damn SIAN oso. . . .
then im like SO cute helping you blog. . . . .
muz be honoured ok. . . .
haha. . . .
ur dear owaes so kind and nice and bla bla bla.
you noe rite. . . .
hor hor hor. =p
hehehe.
yesterday tok to you on the phone aiyo. sorry hor. . . .
i got cry and attitude leh. . . .
i noe you aint angry with me lah cause you were so patient with me! hahahahahaha. . .
thanks darling for being so patient with me and you dint flare at me ok. . . .
yes and please stop saying sorry cause you made me cry again. . . . .
hahahaha. . . . . . . .
yes yes yes! ! !
and, gosh. . .
darling, i simply love you to bits. . . .
i love you a lot. . . . . . .
noone can replace the love that i have for you. . .
mwarks. . . . <3

I . . WaS . . HeRe . .
tHe cUtE bReAd =P

Saturday, May 13, 2006

9:33 PM

todae wake upp berii late!!!
yest quite late den slp
tiish m0rning 10plus den wake upp
lots of msg came in.hahas
aft tt,baby msg mi.i tot she stil at home
s i call her phone.i stil tot she slpin.s i dnwan call and i msg
she reply mi,s i call her.den her background look like outside
but i stil blur.i ask her wher is she,she sae she in bus la.s attitude.i suddenly wana cry
shit!!!wad happen to mi.owaes wana cry fer nth.
i told ppl to be strong but i reali dno wads rong wit mi.mayb moi feelin is back to normal since i hab u bahhs.bfer i hab u,moi heart mayb reali numb and nber cry cos is oreadi dead
den she sae she 10mins jiu goin to reach moi hse.i was s damn shock can.
as she sae i use 45mins.cos we e tym i call her i jus wake upp not long.haben eben do aniitin
moi mum wen dwnstair to buy brkfast fer mi to eat.after eatin den go prepare jiu wen dwnstair
she todae s damn mad can.moi mum ask mii iif i go out wit moi stead huh?i sae no!
i wen to hougang to do moi ezlink cos i lost it.s i wen to make a new one
aft tt,baby wen to eat lunch at mac.i damn full lo!s i nber eat.aft eatin wen to aracde to play
play ddr.baby s tired and last stage we play we fail,den we wen to toilet.
den we wen to take moi ezlink card.wanted to go home but i find it s early s i acc baby to tampines den we shop awhile i jiu wen home alone.cos baby hab to reach hme early.acc her mum and she wana go shoppin.but her tings..hehes

reach hme jiu quarrel wit moi bro cos he tk moi tings
den shouted at moi mum cos of moi bro
gv attitude to moi dad cos i was unhappi and he's weird
wen to bath den wen out with moi parents eat dinner
dupidd bro wana go his frwen bdae party os dno wher issit
daddy os dno how to go.call him to go which wae to he os dnwan listen.damn fcuk
after eating jiu wen back home.reach hme ard 8plus
play com till n0w.moi show oreadi start.s sad.goin cry soon.but i nber.hehes
e couple s pei.e show s sad.e song s nice.il0ve it.

Friday, May 12, 2006

4:34 PM

HAPPI 3MONTH ANNI
hehes..
tiish three months u reali trt mi berii well
thanks alot.
u make mii l0vey0u alot.
e l0ve iish gettin stronger

yest,wen dwnstair mit baby
den saw duncan and duncan stead
den her stead s shy.she walk staircase.
after tt we wen upp to duncan hse.
watch dvd.s nice.baby watch half wae jiu slp le
aft watchin tv jiu wen home.wanted to go out to do moi ezlink
but i damn lazy s i stay at home and play.
aft tt moi parents came home.dey dno baby in moi room.hahas
i told tt she in moi room lo.after tt we wen dwn eat dinner
wana eat finish tt tym duncan and duncan stead came dwn.
dey sae dey goin out too.but dey didnt ba?after eatin jiu go home
reach hme,ard 8plus parents call mi go dwn eat agn
s i wen dwn eat lo.i eat 2meal.not eben 2hrs
came home i stil eat papaya and honeydew
moi flu mks mi feel s irritating.moi nose wana drop out liao.arghhs

whole dae at home
nber go out.
nber mit baby too.cos she acc her mum.
chattin wit leon,jerome,sy now
i noe alot of tings frm sy.haiiyo.
dn wish to tok abt it too.os siians
jerome look like daddy,i started to call him daddy.hahas
leon damn bored till i keep entertain her.hahas.dupidd =P

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

6:00 PM

haiis =((
feel like cryin.
thou i nber listen to e sad song
but i os wont cry bahhs
i jus feel s touch.thanks =))
i feel ur care and concern fer miie.i feel s touch tts y i wana cry
moi tears re oreadi out but nber roll dwn.
u mk miie and feel e l0ve tt u giben miie
thanks alot..

4:41 PM

can i jus go and die
i reali berii xin ku arhhs.
iim hungry to death,dn feel like eatin too
moi throat very pain.fcuk man
haiis.i slp not eben one hour.moi dupidd bro keep comin moi room and disturb mi
i no voice to shout at him.mum call and call to do tings.
i damn moody and dulan.nearly beat him but nber.
tmr stil gt eoa test.damn siians

yest,after maths paper2
nber reali study at all.cos i reali dno wadd to study on sundae
hab tuition fer 1hour plus.do finish jiu do moi cpa.
i do moi cpa fer daes.yest nyte chiong like hell
i study till 3am den slp
i write alot.thanks leon acc mii msg.cos i damn bored and everyone is not feelin well and slp berii early.reali alot.those who owaes slp damn hell late.all slp damn early yest.
moi elbow is damn hell pain n0w!!!
arghhs.wen to c doc after cpa test over.
e paper stil can larhhs.dno de ans aniihow put le.hack care.
820am jiu slp.gt slp but nt reali in moi dream.alot of noise goin ard

after tt,saw mrs seah.wanted to ask her abt e formula den she told mi she yest mark paper2.she seems s happi.iim happi fer her too.she sae onii two person pass.i ask her who pass?she sae mi and ben.i ask her abt paper1 de result.she most of e ppl pass ba.
wen j8 to c doc after tt wen to food court and eat.
after eatin jiu walk here and dere.dno wher to go.
not awhile jiu wen home mit duncan
wen her hse awhile jiu wen to coffee shop and acc her eat
after tt she wen to buy cig.we chat alot.she gt one week nber smoke can
i sae i dnwan smoke den she light two cig and pass to mi.s lidat lo
came to moi hse use com fer hours.wen to slp
wake up jiu cant get back to moi dreamland le.
s both of use play.damn boliao.os nth much.use soft toys hit each other
like kids hors.if not i wil slp like a pigg.she sae i keep slpin.
waolao i eat med can.now moi eyes wana close.but moi throat mks mi feel yucks
tiish month reali bad?tts how i feel.quite a no. of ppl rolls dwn their tears.
tiish month feel s sad can.haiis =(( i os berii sad.suddenly feel like cryin jus now but nber
jus one dae.everyone sick.reali damn fast.wong sick jiu mi and jerome sick tgt.
ben os sick,char os sick.s mani ppl sick.
i tink i gt fever soon!goin to hab flu too.ihate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, May 07, 2006

4:24 PM

haiis..
iim soriiwee.
i hate moiself
i mkin ppl sad and cry cos of miie.
haiis.

yest whole dae at home.
wen out wit moi mum fer brkfast
we ate mos burger.after eatin wen to find bro
but cant find him s wen back home.
reach hme awhile wen online.
wanted to study but wen to slp.
yest.through out e whole dae iim slpin and iim pigg
wake upp not long wen to bath.wana study dey call mi change clothes and wen out wit em to eat dinner.waitin fer lift tt tym,moi bro keep mkin mi.moi hand straight awae hit his back of e neck dere.he shock and quiet.wen dwnstair himself.
i os eat rong med.tish few daes we tok jus few sentence jiu start fightin
reach e serangoon.waitin fer seats.he os wana mk miie.reali damn bo liao
after seatin dwn.he keep knockin.damn dulan.i damn angry.jus walk off
dn wana shout at him os dnwan fight wit him.reali enough
after eatin,wen home study.start ard 8plus.stop at 9plus.wen to watch tv
e show is s nice can.i love e song.finally yest nyte i found all e songs i wan
ilove it man.muacks.
after watchin e show i start study from 11-2plus den slp
studyin tt tym i suddenly cry.i dno y larhhs.jus s dupidd can
haiis

jus now gt maths tuition
reali headache i i reali hate maths paper 2 lorhhs
i do til i wana die le.
i study cpa2 le.but hab finish.s slow can.tonyte gonna chiong like siiao
whole dae nber eat.jus eat one small cake and lollipop.
goin to bath and study soon.take cariies.

Saturday, May 06, 2006

1:45 PM

gt 4daes nber blog le.
tiish few daes prepare fer exams.
bored.ltr goin to study cpa.
last four daes.study til midnyte den slp.
next dae go exams.
yest gt maths test.dupidd can.
i dno tt we re doin NA paper.we tk e same paper as NA yest.
until felicia told mi.anw,ferget it le.
eng listenin os gone case.i nber reali go listen too.
berii blurr and aniihow put ans =x

after test
wen to j8.mit char and colleen
wit wong,ken and thawfiq
ken reali alot of money.ask mi wher i am den ask mi wher i gt.tis two sentence fer two msg
mit up colleen first.wen to long john eat.den char came.after tt wen keep walkin ard j8.
saw borlian,rene and lionel i tink.we wen up to fourth floor jus to c rene.d0tts ryte
co,mi and char wen to find jo.wen to fetch her and wen to eat.after eat jiu wen home rest
wong and jerome came to moi she dwnstair.s wen to mit em.
aft tt wen to city hall.acc char.den we wen to marina dere to eat.
ard 9plus wen home.told moi dad i wil b home by 10pm.but i reach home ard 10plus
berii tired.moi dad tot someting happen to mi.cos moi face berii black.
i reali berii tired.aft bathin jiu wen to moi bed and slp le.

todae not goin out.wil be at home studyin.oni study moi cpa book a
stil gt book b haben study
tmr goin to chong moi maths.tmr gt tuition.s i dn tink i will be goin out bahhs
take cariies everyone
=)) missy0u guys.muacks

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

2:43 PM

actually..
todae gt tuition de.
but she cant mk it.she busii
tmr den help miie tuition
damn tired.goin slp.wake up bath jiu study till i siiao.

mornin chi,cher came late
gt taiji agn.heard frm cher.feel s dupid.
vincent owaes noe alot of tings.
den cpa.sort of a test bahhs?i do reali headache.reali dno how to do.
after tt vincent came and teach mi.find tt his ans is correct
he damn smart abt computer tings de lorhhs
den recess.wen dwn nber eat.not reali feelin well.os dn feel like eating
eoa lesson.keep laughin and playin.nber reali get into moi mind
eng lesson laugh fer 10mins.dupid vincent.keep li siiao.
he sit bside mi oni.keep disturbin mi.ard 1155 he wanted to slp den i li siao him dn allow him to slp.he yest nyte os nber slp well or nber slp?i os ferget le.
he reali change alot.his eng reali improve damn lots.
maths lesson.chattin wit mrs seah and doin e paper tt she give us.

iim happi fer her..iL0VE her s muchhies.hope she do tc herself.muacks

Monday, May 01, 2006

10:38 PM

study till moi head wana burst
i can study in.damn hot and no mood
tish few daes keep studyin moi maths
last two daes redo and look through all maths paper tt i do bfer
some of it stil dno.jus redo finish topic 1 in n level maths.
do topic 2 but stil haben finish.wana use com awhile
told moi bro.tok to him nicely.cos moi mood not reali good le
he ans damn attitude.ask him use to wad tym he dnwan ans.
keep saein 10plus.i ask him 10plus is wad tym.dad help him ans sae 1030
i ard 1032 come out he stil usin.i dno wad he tokin.nber heard.but i tink i noe wad he sae was he play finish tis jiu can le.i didnt hear he sae he goin to save.den i close it.
he beat mi.start fightin.push him to e wall and his head knock e wall.not reali hard.
den he hit me agn.i stop and calm down.damn hot.
damn moody.thanks =]] mk mi laugh.tc urself.missya

4:40 PM

yest midnyte
mumi stomach damn pain
im not asleep too.
cos i was tokin on e phone
she sae use e phone til s late.den i lie to her sae i goin hang up le
in e end,she came in and sae she damn pain.cant eben move.
s i pour hot water fer her and nber use e phone le.
call daddy.cos he stil outside.he wen out to eat.
i called him and told him tt mum stomach pain.he dn eben gv a damn and ask mi sae mumi call u to call mi huhs?i sae no.i sae she stomach damn pain and cryin.
he sae he wil be back fer 20-30mins.in e end he came home.mumi stomach not pain le.
he damn dulan.is like fcuk can.he tot mumi purposely.but not can.stil by beer to drink
berii late den slp.todae ard 11 den wake upp.noe iim a pigg
wanted to go out study.but mumi stomach suddenly pain agn
daddy stil slpin.bro wen out to play.
wen dwn buy someting hot fer mum to eat.she nber eben eat half of it.
drink coffee os not much at all lorhhs.
daddy jiu wake upp.dn eben gv a care or eben bother to ask her whede she's fine not
he sae y buy food nber buy e bulb?moi mum sae not she go dwn buy de.
he damn fcukin attitude can.he ask mi wad i eat.i sae not i eat de.is mumi eat den cant finish it s i help her to eat.til now she stil stomach pain.
den he ask til nw stil pain ar.fcuk man.i damn dulan.his fcukin attitude.rather go and die.
ask whede wana c doc not.wher to find doc.at tt tym he ask moi mum stomach not reali pain le.s wads e use of seein doc wen her stomach not pain.confirm cant find aniitin out de mahhs.
he jiu wen dwn and eat.fereber dn uds wad he tinkin man.
he can sick.he expect ppl to concern and tk care of him.but wad abt us?dn gv a fcuk of it.

after tt jiu mit baby awhile.
iim soriiwee.i noe i shldnt laugh.i was quite dwn cos of it.i noe i trt u damn bad.
iim soriiwee ferr didnt do aniitin.
after tt jiu wen home.study maths.it gets into moi mind.but i stil haben study finish
stil gt alot i dno and uds.
anw,iim hopeless and i cant mk it le bahhs
all moi sub confirm die de.hais.wad to do.
ltr goin out eat wit parents.