Thursday, May 31, 2007
11:57 AM
wake up at 11plus going to 12.
g0sh.ytd say going to talk to charlotte on the phone until 1am but i hang up bfer 1am because i really cannot take it.sorry.still,i know i treat you bad.i don't wanna treat you unfair too.maybe to you,you find that the way i treat you now is really unfair.i don't wish to use you to replace her when she's not in singapore.treat me so well like how you use too.fiona is a bad girl alright.go find other girl ba.your friends will be there to celebrate your birthday too.time flys,i believe your feeling will fade.
i this few days really sleep like a pig can.
parents went out to eat,left me and brother at home.he bring his friends again.
going to work later at 3pm.going to eat than take bus down to work place.
tonight,going out with my parents after my work.they going chinatown to have dinner and go take a look see where they wanna go for holiday.update again. =]]Wednesday, May 30, 2007
10:55 PM
wanted to go rest but end up meet up ernie,yungzhi and wendilyn at hougang.
went to ernie house.the reason why i go is because i take belt from yungzhi and he take my phone to use.tomorrow,not gonna meet leon.she suddenly need to accompany her gf to go interview.hais.sian.im gonna be damn bored.not sure if i having dinner with my parents tomorrow.went back home around 6plus.
i don't know why i feel so tired.maybe is because i going to sick soon.
i missyou so much.my whole mind was you.im kinda moody after you tell me say you have to board the aeroplane.im very happy to receive your message just now.but i don't dare to reply as you say is your brother phone and he don't even know you use his phone to message me.scare later he say you.went to ernie house and reply your letter.they keep disturb me la.idiot.especially yungzhi.what pmk.irritating.
tomorrow,gonna to work. =S kinda bored but still,im gonna work.if not i really nothing to do and im really wasting my life doing nothing.ernie got a job already =]]
take care everyone out there.12:36 PM
that stupid fishy fly already.
she only can swim but she can fly now.
she's on her way to other country to enjoy her holiday.
wanted to go school but wendilyn,yungzhi and ernie also not in school.
they only went for thy lesson and they dnwna go practical lesson and they wna go PIE lesson.
after that,they dont intend to return back to school.keep change.end up,never go.going to meet them outside.accompany them.hais.sian.kinda moody.
guess,im gonna update some other day or maybe tonight.
take care everyone out there.
misses and huggs <3>Tuesday, May 29, 2007
7:55 PM
have not been updating.
kinda tired and i sleep alot today.
never attend to school today is because i accompany jy today.
she going overseas tomorrow.gonna miss her lots.
she's not gonna fetch me after my work. =s
morning meet duncan just to take mc.haha.thanks for accompany me today.i very guai.listen to you just to take mc.after see finish doctor wanna go home but my parents at home.at house downstair saw mummy.than both of us hide.after that,we went to smoke.wanted to go econ buy drinks saw my mum than i run to hide.so funny and idiot.after saw duncan and ask if she wanna eat anot.haha.wait for her uncle not at home than we go to her house.we watch the movie.i do i do.so funny.haha.she say i treat her bad when she go my house.my house also got no nice cd to watch.she come my house also busy using computer.after that,duncan went to take her cert and im alone and that idiot jy really sleep like a pig can.call her don't know how many times and she never pick up.went to mac alone and eat fries.call brother hp but is not on.went back home.see if my brother at home.call him to bring out my bag and i wear back uniform than go home.mum ask,the uniform. inside the bag is who's.i say is not mine.she so free until she keep touch things and keep eat things.went to rest.wanted to meet jy at mac but end up meet at my house because parents went to work.brother friends really noisy and i sleep the whole afternoon.i miss her and i keep hug her and hug her so tight.hehe.maybe is because tomorrow she going overseas to have her holiday.had my dinner.so full can.actually dnwna eat.but after that,feel like eating porridge.and guess what.mummy went to throw away!end up,i eat rice la. =^ arghs.i realise i use money very fast can.g0sh.
26th may
saturday,is my first day of work at marche.
start from 12-8.thou their pay is high but is quite suffering than the previous job that i work.ernie work until 4pm and she left.because she cant work at there due to beer and pork.she wait until jason come to work.me and wendilyn still continue work together.after work,really tired.i never work for 4months.now suddenly work and have to stand for 8hours non stop.jy came and fetch me after her sentosa trip.hehe.dinner never eat.accompany wendilyn.she eat long john.after that,she and her bf went to meet up her friends.me and jy went to take bus home.saw puiyan.she change alot.she kinda blur and tot jy call her.haha.
27th may
wake up at 11 went to bathe and get out of my house take bus to work place.
reach there around 1230.jason write wrong time of my work time.i should be starting work at 1-7 but he write 12-6.i work until 7 because wendilyn work from 3-7.min work 4hours.was kinda pissed when i work that time.there got alot of malays working.they keep order me to do things but still i find that is my job.it gonna make me learn things.i realise from e time i step in until now i never learn much.they just remind me what to do and what i should not do.wendilyn first day work as fruit bar.second day,put all the utensil.well,all those i know how to do but more over all is still different when i work at marche and coffee club.the plates really heavy.the second day i work and i break a glass.maybe is because im kinda tired and pissed.but after that,i was alright.after work,jy came and fetch me.she went out with weiting to bugis.she wanted to go grandma house/accompany her mum shopping but end up she never.haha.thanks for fetching me.after work went to eat pasta.never finish eating because im full.im getting fat again. =s
im so tired and i wanna sleep again.haha.have fun today with jy.Friday, May 25, 2007
11:09 AM
today,
wanted to go school okie.
i damn hell tired la.fuck man.
i yesterday sleep at 3.cant get to sleep because alot of noise.
stupid daddy never close the door although he lock outside door
end up,i go close and lock the door than call my brother to accompany me sleep.
wake up at 630.he went to school and i went back to sleep like a pig.
8plus parents so noisy going out work.mummy kpkp me already.
say you never go school already,if continue lidat you will think of not to go school anymore.
i don't even wanna stay.i cant continue sleep so late also.gonna attend school man.
later going to lavender food court to meet charlotte to take shoes from her than going to bugis to buy black jeans after that going to city hall to take daddy cake and help yz to buy cig.haha.if not tomorrow he gonna bored to death.he's so sweet.fetch her gf work and wait until she finish.8hours man.g0sh.wondering will he smoke until he die.haha. =z than going back to amk to meet karling to take perfume than i going back home.
going to bathe soon.take care everyone.muacks. <3Thursday, May 24, 2007
7:08 PM
today,
wake up at 7am.wanted to go school.too tired.
yesterday sleep at 2am.watch tv until 1230.pack things until 1plus than go on bed chat on the phone.fishy not in the good mood yesterday and she cried badly.so entertain her.im always here for you fishy.don't cry anymore.you are a monster fish that's strong.don't be a crying fish.you are no longer cute okie if you still continue cry =x.take care yourself.
wake up,turn here and there.still on my bed until 11 than wake up use computer.
went to bathe around 1130.wanted to take bus down but confirm late.that karling also late la please.and she always damn hell late.after that,she say she wil be late.i get out of my house at 12plus.take bus down.reach there at 145pm and she say she in the train.i waited for her for 1hour an 30mins than she reach.g0sh man.went to taka to eat seoul garden.get out of that place at 4plus.went to guess shop to buy her bag.after that,went to city hall to book cake for tomorrow.tomorrow is daddy birthday!went to find her ear pies.went to coffee club find mag.jason no longer working there.today,he's last day and heard that he cry.coffee club so messy and so many thing happen.just now missing 200bucks.cause of that malay guy again.she hug me so tightly and turn me around.she's single.haha.im single too and she ask me be her gf i say okie lo.in a joking manner.if marche not gonna take me,maybe im going back to coffee club work.str8 went back to amk.on my way home talk to the sticky rice bung.haha.she miss mag.wanted to go daddy office but after that never.i reach amk at 615.i told them say i wil reach at 630.wanted to help but they say don't need already.end up mummy come back home,daddy not going to come home so early.going to have dinner with mummy but im not gonna eat.im damn full.haven't shit.haha.going central meet fishy to pass her letters.she cannot go home late.
my dear karling.please take care yourself.don't lidat diet please.haha.
dear fishy please take care yourself too alright.muacks.
im happy even today never drink,smoke or being crazy.haha <3
im blessed. <3Wednesday, May 23, 2007
7:10 PM
today,
set alarm clock at 845 but i wake up at 850am.
take bus to school just to take test.wanted to take 10-11 but end up take 11-12pm.
haha.but we all copy ans and only got 10qus so do very fast =x
chit chat in class.after that,nicol came back to take test.i tot he take already.
he never prepare,end up he went to study than he take 11-12 test.he came in at 11plus.
haha.he so bad la.talk to him nicely and he so rude but it was just playing.
stupid martin and hoe gern disturb me.he come in class than smile at me,kinda weird.bfer i walk to class i saw him already.tink he never saw me.dont care also.haha.
he sit in front of me and sae the test was easy.he study at 3am until 330.
and he sae he study only two qus come out.damn funny and stupid.that martin keep go near wendi.yz keep push his head away and hoe gern help martin,he kinda beat his hand away and i beat hoe gern stomach.irritating sia.after that,we accompany ernie to go bugis interview.actually wanted to go home but since im free so i accompany them.the place so quiet and i dont like.i never go interview.haha.after that,went to bugis walk around to help leon to see her adidas jacket how much.129bucks.i love the small black and orange bag!it cost 55bucks.haha.ernie went to interview cause the previous interview was sucks actually.help starhub promo.g0sh.well,not interested.after that,i think of marche at vivo so we all go together and we interview together.i got a job.this is my second job.the jason interview us was a joker man.haha.he's a funny guy.duncan told me say keli is wrking at there too.i know about it too.haha.but i don't know her.
now,im gonna concentrate on my work.about studies gonna see the result.damn sian.so not gonna think about any relationship.as sharon said: love is every where. gonna find true love is still hard.studying and working people is different.i gonna independent!depend on myself!yeah.
tomorrow,gonna meet karling to go eat soul garden.
she suddenly want meet me.since both of us never meet up for so long so meet up!hehe
maybe gonna accompany leon go bugis to buy her jacket.she damn hell rich.don't know where the hell she got the money.always buy the things that she want.haha.
friday,is my daddy birthday!saturday gonna start work.still have to see performance and see if they want us anot. =]] hopefully,can work.i still haven't tell my parents. =x well,daddy always think that after i work im not gonna study.but i have been wasting alot of time in school.rather go out work for experience.maybe there's a day im gonna study the one that i really want.haha.live old and learn until old. <3
gonna meet duncan later.hehe.she's working now.take care everyone out there.
misses and huggs. <3Tuesday, May 22, 2007
4:28 PM
today,wake up very early =x
haha.to me is early.i wake up at 645.hehe
get out of my house around 7plus.reach school around 8plus
have test the whole day.thanks wendilyn.she help me alot. =x
after that,we have lunch.after break finish went back to class.
12-1 pm got lunch.we stay at level 6 there slack.suddenly rain very heavily.
so windy,so nice.hehe.but is cold!have test at 1-2.copy here and there.hehe
i totally don't know but stil i read the question and do myself.of cause,i tink alot of wrong.
after test take bus to tamp than change bus to hougang mall and take bus t her* school to find her.she got things pass to me.after that,str8 return back home.
went to bathe after that online.mummy suddenly go into my room.i tot she changing but she stay inside so long.than i open the door and ask her she want sleep ar?after that,i saw her eyes red.she cried...daddy went into his room and sleep again.bloody hell him.don't know what he wanna do man.ths sun already burn his butt and he bloody still wanna sleep can.
not gonna meet felicia.well,having a stead and not having a stead really change.
is okie,just go with your boyfriend.you hardly can be there for me whenever i need you.
just take care yourself ba.i can't do anything much too.you love him until nothing can change.is your life,your choice.nothing much to talk also.whatever.
im not gonna care and bother much.don't bother to give a damn about me also. =]]
i still loveyou sharon.hehe. <3Monday, May 21, 2007
9:11 PM
today,
set alarm at 945 wanted to wake up go to school but end up i wake up at 1030 than went to bathe and tie my hair for 15mins.end up,i stil let it down.haha.b0red.attend 2pm lesson.
get out of my house at 1130.yesterday,sleep at 2am.i cried when im on the phone.
i don't know what the fuck going on with me.i just hate it the way i am.feel life so fuck and mess up with myself.
reach school around 1pm.eat bake rice.full man.finish school at 5pm.wanted to go hougang to find my dear felicia.hehe.after that,i didn't.call her than she hang my call and she never even reply my message until i message her.that stupid idiot.humph.hehe.mum call me when im in school.she want me to accompany her to eat dinner.because daddy went out with his bloody mother.she morning call wake me up.end up cant gt back to sleep.idiot.i tot my teacher call again.haha.we eat jack place.i waited for her quite long can.call her until quite pc.the dinner really make me full. =]]
i wanna go your house,wanna go crazy.haha.
hopefully i can meet you my dear felicia.muacks
i need you. <3
thursday,is for you and me,better tell me if you can anot.if not im gonna kill you.missyou.
Sunday, May 20, 2007
6:20 PM
today wake up at 1plus!
yesterday night sleep at 2plus.
im still sleeping!mum drag me up to accompany her go amk hub to highlight hair.i wanted too but i never.i wanted to cut hair too but never.haha.maybe next time.
still,i don't know what's love and im still making my mistake!
love a person so hard.have people love isnt a good thing too?
im sorry that i keep hurting and i shouldnt have step into a relationship when i can't give the best to anyone.i can't have two people in my life.i can't have two status with two person.nobody can accept their girlfriend or boyfriend to have another her/him.im a selfish idiot.
i feel so fuck with myself and my life.is all mess by myself.i don't wish to lose anyone.when you want somethings you have to lose somethings.even human.i don't wish to lose anything and anyone.i just wanna be close and be happy with everyone.love a person is very selfish and of cause everyone want it more.sorry that i can't give anything and im not the best and even everyone know nobody is perfect but im a damn hell bad girl.i didn't blame you my dear duncan,you are not the one who change me become lidat.yes,i do change and it was because what have happen the past but now is not.is all because of me,myself and what have been happen around.i just want it simple.chatted with weiru,still she's damn real funny son that i have.the way she message me damn cute and funny.she cheer me up after that and i laugh.take care yourself my dear son.study hard and get good result.mummy always here.thanks <3
love a person want the person happy.thanks jiayu,being with you really make me happy.i wanna be single and be happy with everyone.you respect me and you accept because you feel that as long as im happy you are happy too.this time,this moment,is also the time to think what i really want.im clear that i don't want any relationship and just wanna be close with you guys.i don't know why i love you charlotte and i still can let you go but not jiayu.as you say i don't have special feeling for you is because we understand each other and know what we want.having a status with you anot,i find it no differences.i don't know why i can't be that happy like the past.being with you that one year plus,even i like other people,my heart still have you and i can stay you by my side.but now,i know is all my mistake and my fault.i can't do it anymore.is a mistake and you let that mistake go thru because you know you can make me love you one and only one and because you are crazy about me and you love me so much thats why you wanna hold on and stay me by your side.but now,i don't think we still can.still,i hope to be close with everyone and hope when i need the person,the person can be there,when people need me,i hope i can be there too. <3i don't find it selfish having this wish?hope,is not a mistake.well,don't mistake for what i said in that sentence.that sentence is for the one which are close to me.thanks. =]]
Saturday, May 19, 2007
12:03 AM
today,
wake up at 930?have to wake up at 9 and reach tp at 10plus.
because char finish school at 10plus.well,im late.haha.i still on computer and put songs and online chatting and messaging people using internet,went out around 10.take bus 13 to yck and take 72 bus to tamp and take 23 bus to her school.
in the bus so funny.got this guy,i don't know him.so many seats he don't wanna sit he must sit infront of me.so irritating.keep move here and there.reach tamp i wanna get down and this two guys both sit infront of me.one left another right.we stand up together and i thought they wanna walk but never.so when i wanna walk they also wanna walk out.they stop and i walk out and get down the bus.went to take bus 23.this guy sit on my left chase the bus and he look at me weird weird.but quite funny.i laugh. =x that guy get down the same bus stop as me again.haha.saw charlotte and we went school opp to eat.very hungry.eat kfc.find that the melts?if im not wrong.not very nice actually.eat two another two charlotte help me eat.hehe.i finish the cheese fries and i damn hell full.but still mouth itche and she help me bought potato because i wanna eat.hehe.they sell cheese cake.not bad actually.but still im full so i didn't eat much.went off at 3plus?very tired.don't know why.in the bus got rest awhile.wanted to meet baby at bugis but never.went to lavender find her.she went there do her ic and passport.saw her mum.quite young and pretty.i told that to baby and she laugh.so bad.she damn bad.keep laugh at people.always lidat.after that,we went to lavender food court there.she eat food i eat dessert.so yucks.will not eat their dessert anymore.after that,went to amk hub.time pass so fast.reach there already 7plus.she went there just to eat prata.walk around and she say she wanna eat strawberry.her app big la.but she's skinny man.g0sh.sit there and drink ice coffee.she eat her strawberry and drink her ice tea.went home at 8plus.tonight gonna rain heavily i guess.sleep tight everyone out there.is late.don't be owl at night.is bad for health. =x im saying myself too.hehe.Thursday, May 17, 2007
1:09 PM
today,
went to school
reach school around 9am.
ask teacher can take test anot.she say where i gone too.
she ask if i got attend school on monday anot.
i say i got attend.i reach school around 11plus.
tue went to school just to take thy test and is not even a test la please.the whole class is like copy here and there can.i also don't know how to do.
end up,she gimmi retest.i really don't know how to do.that nicol ask me to beg him to help me.damn funny la he.he's cute. =]]
i never beg him,i called wendi to help me.i got the drawing and i got the answer from yungzhi.
have to draw two drawings.stupid.nicol help me and he do wrong can.after that,he ask wendi if correct anot.is wrong can!he still say:i tell you already is wrong.what the hell man.but he's damn funny person and he's a weirdo.the question that he ask kinda weird to me.after do finish i damn hell bored.i was walking around like a idiot.im doing that time,martin came and disturb me.he ask me know how to do anot.im seriously don't know of cos i say no.than i look at him,cos he look at me okie.i look back at him than he say never see handsome guy before ar?i say don't disgusting.i don't know why i wil say that.haha.he damn sian after what i said.
hack care.nicol suddenly ask me how's life.kinda weird.getting don't understand him and i don't even understand him.he seems to be serious to minmin but that girl don't even bother about him.how sad can that be.break time only eat bread.he say i on diet ar.crazy.i don't know why i'm so full and i can't eat much la.i going to accompany baby to see doc.duncan is coming along.guess i gonna update at night.take care everyone out there. =]] Wednesday, May 16, 2007
9:24 PM
today wanted to attend school but end up never.
don't know why i so tired today la.
was at home the whole day until going to 7pm than go out to have dinner.
well,went to sweet talk to buy bubble tea to drink and guess who i saw?
xueting.hehe.tomorrow she going bishan sweet talk to work.
so long never see her already.well,she's still the same,quite cute.the way she talk still the same.
after that,reach home around 8plus.today eat alot.morning had mac after that went home around 1plus have sushi.after that,sleep again.today really know how to sleep man.hehe
take care yourself my dear leon.
don't think about it so much already
get yourself some break for now and start to prepare for your upcoming exams and don't you study at midnight and get yourself not enuff sleep.
im here always for you alright.sorry that im not replying people message but my message really damn hell burst already.so yup. =]]10:37 AM
piggy.ware r u arr...?
nv blog f s mani days ardy.
hmm.i today din g sch s im here t blog f u.^^
gg c doct.today din g sch de reason is tt i totally no mood.
cos of my result.i cried in clz.sigh.
reach hm os cry.
den cry until fall aslp.haha.=x
den wake up lyk dun rmb aniting at all.oni until aft awhile den i start to rmb.
hmm.u okay anots.y nv g sch..?hmm
mus tc hor.
haiis.make u sick. sori sori. =xSunday, May 13, 2007
1:55 PM
happy mother's day to everyone out there.
today wake up around 11plus.yesterday night sleep around 3am.
was online until 2plus.baby wanted to go swimming today with me but i don't want.
well,today weather not very good also.suddenly rain very heavily after that stop raining and so sunny.going to rain soon.at night went to people's park to have dinner and walk around there than went home.12:32 AM
yesterday,
morning wake up around 11plus i think.
after that,parents went out and work,brother also out.
after that,meet duncan awhile.she going no voice and she bloody hell still can sing kbox.
and she still smoke!bth ha.she still ask me smoke.i os sick.never touch cig hor!
eat wanton soup for brkfast and lunch.get out of my house at 5plus if im not wrong.
after that,went to amk hub eat sushi. <3 hehe.anihow eat. =x muacks.
walk around and bought two dog and one lollipop.thanks my dear. =* (don't anihw guess)
after that went to j8 walk around.kinda bored so went to take mother day's cake and went back home.mum str8 away eat and is totally digusting.well,is free.mum always say free things is always not good and serious;y,i don't like bread talk cake at all.i really find it cannot make it la. =x just comment.
today,
wake up because brother talk on the phone so noisy la.
arghs,after that mum ask me go amk hub with her!
went to bank to quick cheque.went to prata.don't come find me.go find my mum.she want me accompany her eat.and actually the food not very nice also.full and feel like vomit.after that walk around with mum.i have been walking around up and down don't know how many hundreds time.hehe.also not that much.haha.but i seriously walk alot of times because im waiting for that idiot.she make me wait about half an hour even thou i call her take her time and she really take her time la can.i wanna buy clothes!hehe.after that i very bad.i pull her go buy thing for me. =x well,keep bully her.sorry.but still have fun.she alot of vulgarities.bth.mind your language can.reach amk around?i don't remember.meet parents outside amk hub and they birng me go chompchomp eat.saw a group of sjc girls.i noe a bung der but she dno me,look at her and i think her fren tot i look at her and she tiao me.crazy.i tiao her back and i think she very unhappy.going back that time,she's the one who keep looking at me can and because i just see ma.than just turn away.got wrong meh.like that call tiao.wtf can.she tell her group of friends and they all look at me.wanted to find duncan because she's around there but after that never.think she wanted to meet me today but i was with her and we were at aracde just now.take care everyone.
somethings say much or even less will make things complicated and more misunderstding.
which girls will keep accept a guy who talk and at the same time touch the girl?
i can only say we don't understd each other at all.if you really think that we girls don't want to bother and be your friend than never mind.take it we avoid you because no matter how much i say to oyu,you got things to say.im not gonna put in negative words and ways but i guess you make it this way.we got no other meaning and seriously the way you touch ernie was wrong.there are eyes outside even if i never attend school.the guys do have eyes to see.the way you treat your friends good and you really is a good guy but the good is a extend of limit.you don't feel that only.people who done somethings wrong will they even feel and even realise until people who speaks somethings out?everyone is stubborn.seldom people will take the fact.
ernie,really hope you and your boyfriend last long.i love you.Friday, May 11, 2007
12:35 PM
thanks my dear leon.and i where got alot to post huh?
yesterday,baby come to my house to take care of me.hehe
she reach around 12plus-1?i don't remember what time i sleep but i remember i wake up at 3.went to toilet after that went to my brother room to sleep and i start to headache.damn pain.i don't wanna sleep with her is because i don't wanna pass to her.i from 3plus pain until at night.really want die.she wanted to study if im not wrong.end up i cause her don't need study.i keep complain and make alot of noise and keep shout say my head pain.is real pain until i drop my tears in front of her.she don't know how to take care of people and this is her first time take care of people.the way she take care so funny. =x but is cute and funny.haha.thanks.
whole day never eat until 4plus.cook maggie to eat.haha.she help me bring in the clothes. =))
watch tv from 530 to 7plus.parents fetch me to bishan to see clinic.damn heng can.lucky my mum call me.if not i think she saw me and jiayu together.scare the hell of me.see doctor alone,parents went to eat.went to find them after seeing doctor.after they eat finish went home eat med and watch tv until 10pm went to room to rest and sleep.mum suddenly went to my room and talk to me.i start to headache and damn pain.i say very noisy.really bth.i keep crying,went to toilet,still crying.come out already close the door damn hard.still they are noisy.fucking shit.i called baby but she never pick up.call charlotte and talk to her awhile.after hang up i still drop my tears than get to sleep.12plus wake up again.downstair so noisy.i realise i headache is because i see the light.i will start to head pain.went to eat med than went back to sleep.dad still on air con.mum touch my head i still got fever.wake up at 11plus today.feeling better already.thanks everyone who cares about me and those who miss me and wanting me to go school.haha.i still love and miss ernie and wendi.ernie may you and boon hock last long.your darling here always love you and support you.muacks. <3
gonna meet duncan awhile to accompany her eat.i got no app and i haven't eat.haha12:28 AM
piggy is sick.=x sori leh.
she today lyk abit dead lo.
fever for 2 days.haha.sori lo..=x
guess she nw piggy-ing ba.
den i shall once invade ha blog again to update ha blog.hahaha.
well i os currently went out of tings to say..
owell.wait till she recover tink she alot to blog bah..
haha.well tc piggy.[[= sori r e virus.haha.=xThursday, May 10, 2007
11:50 AM
today,never attend to school again.still having fever.
that sharon so cute.early morning call me ask me help her about the computer thingy.
wake up at 10plus?damn headache.mum touch my head say i still having fever.daddy yesterday still call me to eat mango.he say never mind.than i eat lo.even if i know i can't eat.anything go find him =b don't know why eugene call me twice.return back call to him but he never pick up.ernie never attend school.don't know why she suddenly fever! =? that minkai more weird.message ask me wanna go sentosa anot.when he know im sick can.dots.
baby gonna come my house to take care of me?wondering how is she gonna take care of me.there's nothing she can do but to look at me only.haha.i feel better actually.
the sun is so hot until i going to melt and going to faint man. =!
maybe update at night.take care everyone out thereWednesday, May 09, 2007
8:14 PM
wake up at 10plus?mum wake me up and ask me share wanton noodles with her.
brother reach home after that he went out so rude.don't talk about him.die already also lidat.
after that my daddy turn.sleep like a pig and don't know what he want.mum and me kinda pissed in this house already.damn fuck up.she call me change clothes and we went out of the house and went to junction 8.the shopo got open.haha.im kinda stupid that i don't know there can use nets and i went to take out money.bought mummy bag!hehe.after that,went to mac to sit and waiting for the clinic to open.saw karling and her friends.chit chat awhile after that they left.went to see doctor.after see finish doctor went back to junction 8 and i saw them again.haha.saw mrs seah,mr ong,mr chia,mr sim,mr shu,still got two more teachers i forget their name.heard from karling that mrs seah give birth one baby already and return back to bpss.
after that,went back home and rest.wake up around 5plus.stomach not feeling well.don't know is hungry or because of my mense.irritating.watch tv from the time i wake up until now.
take care everyone out there especially my dear baby ernie.
i miss my dear baby wendi and ernie.ernie belongs to me.she's my gf.
i love her and only her.nobody gonna snatch her away from me especially guys out there. =x
im gonna die for my test man.heard that is difficult.hais.kinda pissed with studies and alot of things going around.im headache!Tuesday, May 08, 2007
10:42 PM
tomorrow wanted attend school but now i don't know.
because i got FEVER NOW!haha.won't die.guess nobody believe because i always pon tan school.haha. =x opps!
how i wish i can die. =x hope i got high fever and forever sleep at there and i can die.
i always hope i can die on the bed.haha.went out at 6plus going 7pm to meet felicia at juction 8.
lucky she never work.haha.so lucky of me that we finally can meet up and she can be there for me =x
haha.went to deposit money and take out money.kinda stupid because i shouldn't have deposit in and take out.i deposit less than i take out.haha.kinda dumb.both are dumb.cause when the time she meet me keep bully me and kinda beat my head =s i never complain to anyone.just the whole world.haha.see who will go find her. =x im sorry if i make you into trouble.haha.we are getting crapp again.i ding dong her.our secrets. <3
the shop don't know why never open man.kinda weird.haha.
went to find daddy cream but cannot find.bth.went to eat mos.eat my favourite ebi buger and ice coffee.haha.felicia say i slim and she say i look like her friend kailin.humph.i know you love her more than you love me already la.=( so sad.you make me cry.haha.kinda bored and high thou im headache.waiting for that pig to online and now she say she not going to online because she busy.well,never mind.im blogging too.after that,im going to rest and see if tomorrow can i attend school.haha.i keep laughing.abit idiot. =^ went to watson to find daddy cream and find my cotton.haha.im kinda blind by seeing things but not human.we walk around junction8 until 8plus going 9pm than go home.in the bus kinda not feeling well already.sorry charlotte that the phone keep auto hang is because the ear pies got problem.well,that ear pies is not mine actually.is yungzhi one.i didn't know until he tell me went i got back home.=x i didn't know anything.don't blame me. =) reach home start going faint already?haha.im strong.will not die so early.after that,went to eat apple and i feel like vomit.but still i eat finish?haha.went to brush teeth and wash face.kinda quarrel with baby because im quite angry the way she do things.but still,studies important.no point blaming her.now she know im sick and she gonna take care of me.haha.well,will see how.mood not very good actually.after that,meet my dear,she cheer me up.we both are dumb and kiddy.after that,start to feel that im fever and i call my mum to touch me see if im fever and she say yes and im laughing.haha. =* kinda crazy.self high to cheer myself up.abit not right.was on the phone with baby and kinda hack care.haha.so bad of me i know.that's me. =/ she needa do somethings so hang up call.
well,tomorrow people wanna take care of me.haha.don't need.fiona oh know how to take care of herself because she's strong. =x crappy. think i going to change my voice to man.my throat gonna be damn pain.haha.cool man.baby never hear before.
well,take care everyone out there.thanks leon.i think you are the one who pass me the fever cause you cough and we sleep in the same room with air-con.haha.i didn't blame you. =x take care yourself la alright.haha.
L0VE PEOPLE OUT THERE.muacks. <35:23 PM
today,
wanted to attend to school but never.was too tired so went back to sleep.
sorry my dear two baby of mine.haha.tomorrow i going attend school.haha.
if not im going to get scolding by ernie.haha.my dear.
i haven't eat the whole day.haha.because i lazy to downstair buy.haha
so i have been eating nonsense at home.that leon came to my house to do my computer.
bloody blogger really gimmi alot of problem.arghs.leon say is my computer problem.
after that,she keep sleep and wake up like don't know what.haha.because of her phone keep ringing.haha.after that,she cannot sleep well.haha.after that,i very tired wanna sleep so i went to my brother room sleep.that piggy went to my brother room and wake me up.i sleep for 15minutes.yawn.after that,i never sleep already.haha.wake up to bathe.the weather so hot.even the cold water turn warmth can.so hot.haha.wanted to go bishan but still im stuck at home.going out later ba.hehe.on the phone with eugene.chatting online with charlotte.going bishan alone i guess.
stupid baby of mine.so bad of you.i hate you.today,is our second month anniversary.
her friend see her more than i do can.humph.she call her friend to go to her house to study together with her and she never even,hais.don't talk about it.i hate her.make me sad only.she don't even put sometime on me.hais.whatever la.
just wanna tell you say happy 2nd month anniversary to you my dear.still im angry with you.Monday, May 07, 2007
7:27 PM
yesterday,
wake up at 930 prepare went to meet baby at bus stop. took 88bus to go tpy and go mac study.well,there open party so went another mac study.
kinda bored and keep use her phone to take her pic and my pic.haha. after she study finish,i suddenly feel like smoking.i just say and she give that bloody face.
don't care.when t library,walk faster than her and i run to second floor and she cant find me.haha.she call me and i never pick up,suddenly got this pri5 girl from chij tpy school come to me and ask me to teach her maths.haha.scare me sia.she say she's alone.her parents and grandma eating.she's daring actually.haha.i don't have the heart to teach and im not in that mood.i read already i don't even understand.call for help!!! i call her and she come and find me and teach her.haha.laugh me die. =x tpy library not very good.that bloody aunty keep disturb us.cb sia.i kinda scold vulgarities in front of that girl.haha.sorry. =x
after that,than i really go read and teach her together with my baby.teaching together.haha.after that,she went to buy hotdog bread to eat.only know how to make herself hungry.bought waffle add cheese <3
today,
wake up wondering if wanna go to school not. end up,i still go.kinda waste time.but still,i enjoyed today.haha why?why do i even bother to care and even think about you when you make me drop my tears before.kinda miss. :) my strawberry lollipop.thanks my dear fazli.hehe. do our project at the second lesson.got help from nicol.thou,he's disturbing but still he got a kind heart.hehe.thanks alot.he cheer my day up.haha. still you make me smile. <3
thanks for that piggy to help me to put colours and even blog so nice for me. =) i miss you <3Sunday, May 06, 2007
10:22 PM
haha.im invading my toopid fiona blog.=x
she ask me go change colour i might as well cum here invade..
wahahaha. *evil laugh*
oh well.she super emo tis few days.
but still happy cos got us..^^
sayin tt ha blog got prob den ask me help ha see.
so i add colours to it.. whee :D
nice okay..
must thank me hor..=x
piggy kinda !@#$%^&* abt tis blog ting.hahas.
but i can do it she carn.too bad.
she's been out wid ha baby tis few days.
den i shall b light blub n brighten abit.
if not ltr at nite v dark den fiona walk half way drop into drain..
wahahha. opps. =x
ltr she gona kill me lao.
hahaha.owell.guess she's hapi wid wat she haf nw ba.
n she kip askin me n naggin me eat more.=x
which i duno wat to eat os.
if she b my menu i will b happi cos she will choose f me wat to eat.
den i dunid trouble n tink s much on my food.=x
guess she's hapi nw? more or less likely.=x
hahas.or still tinkin abt alot of tings...
which i dun wanaa guess. heh.
guess i shall stop here.
n return e blog to ha.hahaha.=x
cos im invadin it nw.
feel happy tt i blog for u okay toopid piggy.
sweet sweet fiona attract mani mani mosquito cum suck ha blood.=xSaturday, May 05, 2007
4:54 PM
wake up at 11plus.parents bought food back.
omg,is damn bloody hell oily until i feel like vomit.
never even eat half of the rice.only eat egg and that egg is damn hell oily.bth.
mum still buy two chicken wing for me to eat.gosh.i eat finish the dish.
after that,play computer and computer.my leg pain. =(
my baby of mine is at amk library studying.after that,she have lunch at kfc than return back home with her girlfriend.haha.=x that pretty vera hor.haha.she call me go find her,lucky never go.i damn lazy go out also.that duncan crazy.so sick already still go kbox until the next morning and now her throat is damn pain.still smoke.she today actually off but last min have to go back work.always don't know how to take care of herself.after that daddy called me to accompany him to go marina square.haha.he gimmi 10bucks. =)) after that,went to whampoa eat together with dad.mummy,2nd brother,wife bought so many food.waolao.she like feed pig can.the food isnt that nice actually.i also very full.all the food haven't shit out.reach home at 4plus.think going to people's park to have dinner.well,im not going to eat.so full already.still eat.really becoming a big fat pig.haha.bfer i get out of my house i read the powerpoint that charlotte send to me.remember what you say?if the day i return back to you.it shows i don't love you anymore.i read it today,i was kinda angry but still i nearly drop my tears but i never.do i even feel touch?but the thing that i know is even thou i forgive what you have done.i will never forget what we have done and the things that we said.we will not be happy like the past i guess.if never try,you never know.we already try to be together before.the out come already shown.well,i got girlfriend already.i wont give people chances to be together with me unless i change my feeling to other people.the powerpoint said that you wont repeat the history and you will treasure the chances.even chances give you,you also don't know.is all on people performance.everyone have eyes to see,ear to hear,heart to feel.12:07 AM
today,
actually never go school
bloody teacher call my house.the phone ring so long.kinda pissed because im still sleeping.after that she say is fiona mother in.i say you mrs quek huh.she call me just to use computer to use internet to do test.need dno what code and only go school than go do.idiot.make me rush and travel down to school.just hate friday man.after school,we waited for one hour to take bus can.take bus 10 to tamp after that take bus 72 to hougang than take bus 132 back home.wendilyn accompany me go home.wanted to meet baby at novena.well,parents not at home so she come to my house and study,wendilyn was really crazy.she disturb me and jiayu like a crazy idiot.that's her.cute cute de ta.too back,her bf not in.not her bf will be laughing and getting to love her more i guess.haha.she wanted to meet her friend end up never.her mum came to amk pick her up and went back home to do housework i think.haha.send her off and left baby alone at home.i reach home,she was half studying and sleeping.went to bathe,the weather so hot.after bathe come out she was sleeping in the living room.everytime ask me accompany her study,end up she say she tired and she go on my bed and sleep.
eugene keep call me meet them.meet them at somerset at 8pm.i was late =x whole day never eat.end up baby accompany me go mos and eat than she send me to somerset and take train back to amk and go home.after that,that eugene and hock ann came.went to find minhan and his friends.they are playing.that stupid eugene keep call me play la.so stupid.im not interested and they really don't blif i don't know how to play can.that hock ann today so noisy.but very funny.they keep disturb me la.argh.well,im damn blur queen and wna sleep.accompany them and see them play.around 9plus they play finish all go smoke.but i never.abit blur.10plus than take train back to amk alone.the guys went to ton i guess.so many guys and im the only girl.is not the first time.kinda bored but really funny when with them.keep laughing.but they are very bad.keep disturb me.reach home at 11plus.
take care everyone out there.muacks <3Thursday, May 03, 2007
2:10 PM
a new me,my way,my life.
don't mess my life and just fuck off.
i'm here for you only a friend of yours.go find your girlfriend.you need her the most.whatever you say,is hard for me to believe.don't even have to fight for me cause whatever you said,i will always remember.please remove me n your pictures.the more i see it the more i feel so angry.it makes me feel that you are more using and playing me.just put more and more pictures with her even if you say you wont take.well,just thanks for everything that i've got from you whether is good or bad. =]]
today,
never attend to school.wanted to go sentosa with leon.
daddy say today will be damn hot but guess what,weather always change.nobody can predict.is raining so heavily just now.end up both of us never meet up.well,i going to meet my baby later after that,going find felicia awhile.she will be working at hougang.haha.gonna see both of them soon yeah.haha.miss felicia too.so long never meet up.girl girl she.haha.
guess,ernie still kinda angry with me. =s i miss and love her. =]]*Wednesday, May 02, 2007
7:04 PM
yesterday night.was damn fcuk up about everything
was damn fucking tired of everything being with you.
after what i said,i off my phone awhile and was thinking you will call?but you didn't and i receive your message and saying i make you drop your tears.why do you even drop your tears when you don't even find that you are in the fault too.how much you say you love me so?you make me feel that you are playing with me even thou how much you say you love me.what's love to you?what's jealous and worry to you.what fuck shit is all.just fuck,mess with my life again and again like fuck shit.
do people reflex for what they have done?do they even feel that they are wrong.and even if they feel their wrong why mistakes is always repeat?whoever hurt me i will return double.even if i really treat you bad is because you treat me bad.i'm the one who start i will end it.now is you start it so i will help you continue.why not.life is a game.i know i'm stubborn.so does you.whatever i said.i will remember.do you even remember everything that you tell me?you can just change it and say you take back your words.whatever we said and hurt each other,it will always remember my mind,my life.that's why people always say i hold on the past than the future.give a person chance don't have to even tell the person.is depends how you prove and improvement that you have done,you will get the person reply str8.
whatever i have done,i know.this is what i return from you isnt it true.you say you are not.after that you message me tell me say if you don't do it i will take more granted?this two months.even if i never tell you that i give you chance,in my heart i always give you a chance but you keep hurt me too.i'm not the only one who stop us being together.maybe you think that if i give you a chance all this things won't be happen.ask yourself charlotte gung.you are the one who start a move to do all that and even take pictures.so what if i do it too.i don't find that i'm wrong and actually you are the one who stopping each other together.both of us feels that each other never reflex.since there's so much quarrels going on so what the fuck being together since we aren't happy at all.you already make me lose everything to you already.lose hope,trust,confidence.i no longer believe you.what's bad to you?treating you cold is call bad?if i really treat you bad do i even have to give bloody damn about you and even drop tears.i realise how much i love you that's why i drop my tears.after that day,i no longer drop tears.yesterday,i drop my tears again.i was damn fucking bloody angry with what you are doing and you don't even fucking understand what i'm angry.it was too late cause you still finds that the pictures are not wrong.is all about pictures!is not whether the person is str8,crook.and i don't deny she's pretty than me.even if you save other people name as girlfren and save my name as baby so what?what i see is the fact.too much things i have see.even if you explain,the one i see is the most hurt one.im better than you,didn't take pictures even thou i meet my close friends.hello,you are a active and so what if she's a str8 one?so what if i take pictures with bung.we are close friends too.this time,i take the pictures with her* is real and i mean it too.i'm not your girlfriend and i'm still jealous is because i loveyou.but after everything i really give up.we both already damn tired of everything already.so does you.what's torture to you?what about me.till now,you are still so selfish and still keep think that i don't understand how you feel and keep say so you understand how i feel?keep use this sentence to say back me.at least i unlike you put people name as girlfriend.hello,you got so many girlfriend and pretty babes out there so stop finding me and keep say sweet things and come near to me to melt my heart and keep hurt my bloody feelings and stop playing even if you say you don't and how much you love me.all sucks to the core.
today,
wake up,wanted to go back sleep.was thinking whether wanna go back to sleep anot since the weather is so nice and i'm so tired.whole night hp was off,morning than on.was suprising that she never call me.she send me a message say she worry about me.i'll not do foolish things because of you.you listen up,i already give up on you and i will not patch with you even if you ask so cause i got girlfriend and i love tanjiayu only.get it?what you say to me,now whatever i say,FIONA OH WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER.thanks for making awake always.end up,i still attend to school.morning reach school.the first person i saw was nicol.he say morning to me and i find it weird but still i did reply and smile at him in a weird way.haha.after that,sit behind alone,wendi accompany me and sit.she study but i never.was writing things.haha.when for lunch at 12.when to eat bake rice.the serving was damn full for one person.haha.nicol came to eat too and he say hi.he's kinda weird huh.but he's funny and cute actually.pretty gay.=x he went to wash hand and he come and shake hand with me with soup.i'm kinda dumb,slow and disturb by him.well,he make me smile. =]] thanks.was kinda emo in class when we having thy lesson.after lunch,went back to class.fazli gimme lollipop.hehe.and i don't know why he keep wanna take pics with me.so we take two i think.he keep disturb me also.crazy.izzat suddenly came and martin keep disturb him.he just sit beside me and ernie.and he do some stupid action and make me laugh.the whole day was quarreling with her* guess she do have friends there accompany her.especially her girlfriend.haha.well,i have friends around me cheer me up.after so long,you cheer me up and make me laugh and make me smile again.was suprise that you message me,still i will not forget what happen that day you make me drop my tears.is the past.i'm no longer angry already.haha.after that,was close with eugene.we chat alot.he's sweet and we are close again after so long?haha.not very long actually.after pie lesson finish str8 went to tamp and take 22bus to amk hub together with wendi and yz.he wanted to buy things but we miss the stop.cause we girls are sleeping.haha.so he went to amk buy.going to meet duncan soon.i miss her* hehe.muacks. <3Tuesday, May 01, 2007
12:20 PM
who's in the fault?
i don't find that we both are wrong.
sensitive and jealous?
is your decision,your way,your life.
i thought that,i make things clear i will really put down everything,
i know i hold on the past more than moving on for my future.
given each other so much chances and things are still stopping us being together.
somethings don't have to do,don't have to say.misunderstanding will just come itself.
who don't know?fate?i don't believe in fate.everything lies on our hands.we deicide everything.we created everything ourself.miracles i do believe.haha.
serene,your good friends.ya,believe you.whatever i see,is the fact to me,i'm not your girlfriend.you don't have to explain to me.even if you explain to me so?what's love?what's happiness.the only thing that i know is we have even of each other for what we have done to make both of us suffer so much.break so long.is it a wrong thing?is still wondering around.since suffer so much there's won't have any happiness.whatever we said out that day,i will never forget.so does you charlotte.i'm awake and you really make me awake!why do you wanna melt my heart again and hurting each other again.whatever i have done,is returning back to me.even if you say you don't mean it.what have done is already done.i really feel sad and hurt whenever i with you.why can't things just goes smooth?problems always lies on us but not the others.say you love me,want me believe.is hard already.we don't have trust and confidence there at all.understand how you feel?even if i understand and even if i can feel it so?isn't it fair.i do it more than you do?maybe,i always do in a extend of limit i know.this is what i return back to you.that time,i wanted to blog.but end up i didn't.is all because of you.guess we are really over.no point holding on when we both are letting each other go.how much we talk how much we do.the effort.the best that we have done.is enuff.the outcome have actually come out.the answer is already there isn't it true.charlotte,ask both of us why?there's no more why.
to serene,is not your fault.is just a coincidence.
to charlotte,IF there's a day comes,still can be together than say ba.is impossible for us being together for now.both of us are SO tired already.
problem lies on us.fiona,will always remember what she have said.enjoy out with your girls.
