Wednesday, October 31, 2007
11:57 PM
have not been updating for more than one week.
well,alot of things have been happening.
nothing good and i don't wish to bother.
i know i'm in the fault for some stuffs.whatever.
i'm not gonna care and i guess i gonna leave. =)
i just remember monday and tuesday i attend to school.
accompany my girlfriend.
wednesday work because of baby.
thursday work till saturday.
thursday and friday after work went to baby house to sleep.
after work just drink till morning 4am than reach his house.
saturday night meet up my dear babe go back to aunt house and stay.
sunday morning,went to jb with family to have breakfast,lunch and dinner.
reach singapore around evening.went to meet up babe and drink.
she's kinda drunk and we reach aunt house around 11plus.
she straight away sleep on the bed and guess what.i got a love bite from her.
very deep and got blue-black.
never expect the secrets just break so fast.they know i never went back to aunt house to stay on thursday and friday.return back the key to aunt on monday morning.
went back home start war with my parents.i'm really sick and tired.
yes i'm fault that i lie to them.i'm changing to worst?well,everyone do change.
i made them disappointed in me.i'm sucks ok.
went to work after talking to them.reach home around 11plus.
tuesday attend school.woke up at 730 because of wendi.
went down to woody after school.drink together with wendi and see baby working.
she learn something there.i drink more than her.
today,woke up at 730 but went back to sleep because is raining heavily and i'm headache!
woke up around 11plus prepared myself,went to school.
wanted to stay in school to watch charlotte match,yes im a liar.
i feel so awkward.you have your darling is more than enuff.i'm not jealous and i don't expect anything from you.i'm happy for you that you are happy without me around.
wanted to meet up baby for dinner but end up he got to work so i went to hougang with wendi.
meet up gonggong at hougang together with huichen.accompany and send her back home and went back home together with gongong.bought mac for parents and brother but mummy never eat because she's angry.stupid brother ask me to buy because he said that they are hungry.
i don't know how to start the conversation so i kept quiet and just leave the food there and never talk to them.i do felt that im in the fault but still,is my life.
i will just walk away. =) say bye to you guys and i will just leave the house one day.Monday, October 22, 2007
6:02 PM
20th oct 2007,sat
woke up around afternoon.
prepare myself and everything went to work.
work till 2am,take cab went back home.
baby bring his friends down to drink.kinda pissed with him and quarrel with him in the afternoon.i dont nothing wrong what.why should i scare.if you wanna play just go ahead.ah hai came down and he keep bully me.stupid him.humph.
i'm happily working and singing songs with cath.
having fun at there. =)
21th oct 2007,sunday
woke up at 10.aunt came into the room and wake me up twice.
damn hell tired.slept at 4plus because i was on the phone with baby last night.
prepare food for dogs after that prepare myself.
went to prima restuarant with aunt,her husband and two of my cousin.
meet up babe around 3pm at east coast.play roller blade with her for two hours.
babe say she saw that bitch friend.stop acting so childish bitch.wanna scold others when you are scolding yourself too.haha.don't make a fool of yourself alright.
i bought strawberry ice cream for her.she just blash up.damn funny.
i promise you i will bought it for you.i'm honour to be the first one to buy ice cream for you.
on our way to town,went to sushi tei to have our dinner but stupid sharon never really eat much and she don't even like the food there.i eat more than she do.so full and she still went to mac to eat fries!thanks babe.making me fat again. =\
she accompany me back to aunt house.pack my stuff after that went to bathe.she in the room waiting for me to get myself done.she accompany back home and she went down to town again.
on our back home,on the bus i wanted to sleep already but i never.i cheer her up and make her blash again.so funny.don't shy my dear.only me who understand you. =) hehe.
today,
woke up around 12plus
never attend school again.
i know i make disappointed in you again my dear.
went out to have lunch with my parents at jack's place.
leave there around 1plus,head to vivo to return uniform.
meet up sebas at vivo.chat with him for one hour plus.kinda scare but he never do anything to me.i'm damn direct to him by what i said.whatever it is.we are impossible. =)
reach home around 5plus,sleep in his car =\
not going to have my dinner already.
i miss baby.
i don't wish to know anything more so shut up.
i'm shutting off my brain about whatever thing is going on.
is the past and i'm not going to bother.but if things really happen,i'm not going to let it off so easily.hopefully,there wont be any war going on.Saturday, October 20, 2007
3:29 AM
i jus reach my aunt house.
aunt coming back later.6am reach sg.
gongong can't stay here already because aunt comin back.
i miss staying with gongong.hehe.
i drink but not alot.baby drink alot.well,im not gonna bother.
his friend name sebas talk to me.but we don't know that we are wilson friend.
he ask if i know wilson i tell him say i know.wilson came together with alex.
alex tell me that sebas like me.oh well,im not gonna bother.haha.
guess tonight will be the last night happily hanging out at woody with them.
really fun and happy.
i start work at 4pm.there's no cust at all till 8pm.
captain is really a cool guy.he's making a life concert there.
the way he play guitar plus his singing.really damn nice.
shirley cook really nice.she cook crab and prawn.very fresh and nice.
smoking away with them time pass very fast.finish work at 12am but i stay until 230 because of baby.i really enjoy with them but kinda pissed with baby,the way he drink.whatever.sucks!
his friend tell me about him and i did use my own eyes to see what he's doing.
ah hai and ah seng keep disturb him.ah seng wanted to send me back but wilson don't allow.everyone call him to send me but he never.is ok.i already know he not gonna send me back home.i guess baby sleep already.i don't know why do you havee to spoil your health this way but i know is your life.i'm aint that type of girl that you want but let it be if you want it this way.we will see how things going on.i don't wish to bother but still i care.i hope you are fine.guess
i going to turn in soon?tmr still got work.next week going to attend school. =\
i wish i can but i can't.i don't know how long you can wait.i don't wish to even think.Thursday, October 18, 2007
11:11 PM
today,
kinda promise martin that i will attend to school but i never attend.
he came over and accompany me.i no longer have that feeling towards you anymore.
you just treating me like nobody business.is ok.ever since the day i know you till now.
haha.whatever.your life sucks don't make my life sucks can already.
he stay until 2pm.i sleep on his shoulder,really damn tired.he keep call my phone and wake me up.sorry baby that i never tell you he's coming over.send him off and i had my lunch alone!
went back home and change to go swimming alone.swim for a hour i guess.
bathe and prepare everything meet up mummy for dinner and guess what daddy damn idiot.fuck man.really damn pissed off with him.
went down to chinatown to have dinner and he fetch me back.bought kfc for the dogs.
gongong said that the dog is so xin fu.we both feed the dogs and we both also eat.haha.
after feeding them we went to swimming.weijian korkor also swim.he's gongong ou xiang.
damn funny.but he really swim very fast,damn cool.
the lights off at 10pm and we come back together.took a bath.
baby just reach here not long,going out later. =)
my dear babe,thanks for treating me so nice.
really.but i don't want it.i don't want you to spend money on me.
i gonna earn money myself but i know i wont be damn rich like you do.
i will still be here and love you alright.
waiting for this sunday,is just only you and me.
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
1:22 PM
woke up not long.
never attend to school and i guess i'm not going to attend this week.
early morning martin call me.surprise that he call me but i never pick up.
i'm having headache.going back home later then going to fetch my babe later.
baby coming over at night.
now i really understand you and i'm going to hack care.
this is what you prove it to me.what's love?
i really don't understand i really don't know what i'm doing.
i did my part and i'm a pamper kid that i dislike people not to bother about me but guess what.i learn not to bother about people already.because i'm a failure to people out there.i'm giving up myself and people around me i guess.losing people around is getting more?
people can make me upset but i seems to be wrong that i can't make people disappointed.
nobody can promise me anything.i never wanna promise anything to anyone too.
of cause to those people that i have promise in my list only i know i will do it.2:06 AM
yseterday night sleep around 4plus?
woke up around 8plus in the morning.
lying on the sofa resting.damn hell tired but i can't get to sleep.
chat on the phone with baby until 10plus.
prepare myself get out of the house,went down to orq to find my dear babe.
accompany her until she finish work.her day really sucks.
never expect things will turn out this way,but it happen.
you are really damn sucks and you really don't have the right to even love her.
really feel damn hell disappointed in you even thou i don't know you.you really damn hell sucks.
my dear babe,im here always love you alright.don't worry that i'm gonna leave you alone because i won't alright.i believe my dear will be strong.
babe accompany to my work place and she gonna fetch me after my work this coming sat and stay together with me.
i don't know and i don't care alright.
i don't wish to know,whatever you say i just listen.
that's it,you can't prove to me that i can trust you.
i just clear what i'm doing with no fears.
iloveyou <3
i'm sucks and to people out there i might be changing and maybe change alot.
i don't wish to bother alright.everyone have their own thinking. =)
i wanna quit school and i really don't intend to continue study this course.
i'm not making any effort because i don't even wanna study it.
i don't have the heart to even study now.of cause i will still study and i wanna study the course that i want but i'm scare and i really got no confidence to even study well if i really study private.fuck man!Tuesday, October 16, 2007
12:50 AM
today,
wanted to attend school but i never.
alarm wake me up but i off it and went back to sleep.
woke up around 1pm.stay at home the whole day.
doing housework and do my project.sucks man.
i hate projects,i really feel like giving up and just stop studying this course.damn it.
huichen came over and we watch death note together.end up gonggong and her fall asleep!
went out of the house around 8pm?have dinner with my parents.went home to take stuffs and accompany daddy to police station to make report.after that,he fetch me back to aunt house.
my dear don't bother what that fucker say la ok.
im here always love and missyou ok.muacks. =)
if you think you can threaten and gonna touch sharon just go ahead.
i tell you,you already lose and you are a loser ever since the day you have contact sharon and whatever you say sharon you are scolding yourself.you are a girl too.
do you really think that you are a winner.c'mon you can if you want but you do it in a wrong way.
this is how you get attention from me?i tell you,i don't give a damn.
using this way gonna hurt my gf.haha.forget it alright.
we are clear with what we are doing and we don't even scare what you say and do.
sharon gonna stick with me forever. <3
there's no why that i love sharon.love don't need any reason.you should know.
so many people close to me,ask yourself why do you have to find sharon and aim her just because she's a passive?haha.passive aint that weak as you think.don't underestimate them especially her.she may look weak to you but let me remind you,go think if you can take the conseqences by her.
by the way,i not only have sharon as my gf.if you think that you know me longer than her and understand me well than her then i shall tell you i aint the fiona that you know before.
whoever who really understand me will be more awake by what they are doing.
don't you find that you are childish by what you have done?do you really think police can't find private numbers?if you think they can't there won't be a low crime in singapore.my dear,love a person should use a better way to woo a person.using a good way to get attention from me.but you already give me a very bad impression of yours.to me,forgive and forget.everyone deserve a chance but if you not gonna stop and continue it and think that you aint wrong by what you have done than just go ahead.i can't stop you and i won't stop you.you will just make me feel disappointed in you and you are just disgrace yourself by what you have done.
love me isn't using this way to treat my close friends around me.take it or leave it alright.
Monday, October 15, 2007
1:09 AM
today,
sleep together with sharon,really feel confortable sleeping with you by my side.
woke up around 2plus.
preapare myself get out of the house around 3plus.
reach amk around 4plus.went to ntuc to bought dish.
sharon cooking for us to eat.iloveyou babe.
her cooking really nice even my parents also say is nice.
kinda quarrel with my parents about my work.
i know they concern about me,i'm really thinking whether should i quit.
i already know what they will say and how they will react.
whatever it is.
tomorrow reopen school.damn it.
im tired and i still haven't done my project.
going to finish it up by tonight. =\
i missyou my dear.
take caer yourself.
iloveyou <3
Sunday, October 14, 2007
12:49 AM
congrats to you my dear.
i read your post.is very funny,but i'm really happy for you.
take care yourself.you are miss by me.loves <3
today,
wake up around 1plus if i'm not wrong.
damn tired.i really don't know why.
left the house around 4plus.rushing to work.
i know i make you disappointed.
i know whatever i tell you are all lies.
i don't mean it but i'm sorry.
i don't wish to answer you anything and i really feel stress talking to you.
i know i'm the one who are in the fault but not you.
i sucks alright.i can't change like the past.
i advoid you because i know what you will do and say.
i'm not wild and i'm just getting naughty.
i don't know who is the person who tell you sharon coming over and stay.
since you wanna play nobody can stop you.
sharon is my girl alright.if you really think you gonna use this way to chase sharon away i guess you are wrong.this is a way to win someone heart you are really wrong.
whatever you wanna do nobody can stop.whatever you done i will never forget.
whatever you say her c'mon you are a girl too.
you are really sick by what you have done!what you ask her i'm here always to answer you.
since you got my contact no. c'mon just contact me and ask me for all you want.
i will answer everything to you since you don' believe what sharon say. =)
my dear i missyou.
i don't know and i don't wanna know whether is it the truth but yup.
i missyou that's all i know.yup.i hope is true but i never bother to think so much.
i already prepare even there's one day we not going to contact. =)
Saturday, October 13, 2007
12:21 AM
yesterday,
do opening.damn it.i don't even know anything and luckily there's not much customer.
start work from 230pm end at 130am.
kinda mood swing but i was fine after that.
actually end work at 12 but because of baby,ah hai and his friends suddenly came over to drink.
accomapany them to drink.very tired but not yet drunk.accomapany baby drink martell. =)
you have me to accompany you to drink since you are alone.
that idiot not working today,hello my dear wilson.everyone asking where are you and you are at bq drinking with your camp friends.
reach home around 2plus,damn tired and i just doze off.
today,
wake up,around 12plus.
prepare myself and get out of the house around 1plus.
this few days keep raining. =\
went home to put things went to cq to find huichen.
left there around 4plus and went to work.
finish work at 10 and went to farrer park to meet my dear gongong.
i saw someone really look like you and it really sucks.
because you sucks.whatever.
i don't know and i don't wanna know.
is so messy la ok.
it sucks.i don't wanna think so much.
my decision sucks.everything sucks la ok.
im a sucker.i know i let you down again.
but yup.i never lie to you.
my dear,is ok and is your choice.
i'm serious for what i have said. =)
Thursday, October 11, 2007
11:09 AM
yesterday,
this two days i drink alot,especially yesterday night. =\
but i'm not drunk.haha.
by the way,
happy beloved sweet 16th to you my dear xiao j.
sorry that i cannot attend but i will meet you up some day.
huggs <3
now i understand why he don't allow.i know is for my own good.
and now i understand what's the different as fanfan said.
i don't wanna think much and i'm not gonna bother.
i missyou but i believe we are really over,not even friends.
you choose it this way i guess.go ahead then.
i believe i done nothing wrong and i'm clear with what i'm doing without regrets.
whatever the past have been happening i never even bother to care.
i have let go whatever between you and me and i believe you letting go everything.really everything.
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
12:57 PM
haven't been updating for 7days?
8th oct,monday
happy beloved sweet 18th birthday to my dear breaddie.
hopefully,you are doing fine at hongkong.
happy beloved sweet 17th to my dear sister,ling.
i love and missyou.have time wil meet you up and pass you,your present.<3
busy working =\ but it was fun at times.
stupid wilson!i hate you.
fine with my new job.
every night work until midnight then return home.
yesterday night after work end at 1am went to drink together with wilson and some friends.
my face turn red very easily but i'm not drunk.stupid wilson said that i'm drunk.
hello,i'm still very clear and awake when i'm talking and i'm clear what i'm talking ok. =P
i still help him to drink,thanks man.always lose the game and make me help you drink.
he send me back home and went to drink together with his friends at cq.
i miss you,leon chua and pris.miss outing with you guys =)
take care.
whoever you are,i don't know and i don't care.
i love sharon and whether you believe i don't care.
i don't know how you get sharon no. but since you know me,you can just contact me.
stop messaging and disturb her.you are just making yourself a loser by not naming yourself.
indeed i said that you are humji and sharon did sleep together with me.
what you want just come to me alright.if you really think sharon is soft and etc,you are wrong.
please mind your words by saying others well you are ssaying yourself too.
and since when i got a gf.i don't even know i have you (whoever it is) as my gf.
c'mon don't bhb alright.if you get to see my post and unhappy with me just find me for all you want.since you are so clever to find and spy people just go ahead and find me and come towards me.because i'm curious and wanna know who are you.whatever sharon tell you,is all i said to her and ask her to replied back to you.
Monday, October 01, 2007
11:24 AM
Thanks for everyone tag.
To those who tag good stuffs in my tagboard,thou I don’t know who is it but thanks.
Whoever who tag bad stuffs in my tagboard, such a loser.
Dare to tag but don’t dare to even put your name.
and there seem to be many funny name and faces.
Since you so free to come to my blog and tag I believe you are more free to read my post.
After finished blog game,now start tagboard game.cmon can’t you guys just grow up.
Trying to let the world people to know you are big enuff to do such stuffs.
Don’t you feel that you are disgracing yourself here.haha.i ain’t that childish than you.I don’t mind childish together because it show people out there to know how childish you are doing all this.
By the way,is it so fun to quarrel about heights.i never say that I’m very tall but the fact that shortie is shorter than me.
To those people who are unhappy with me,just serve your dua chio bu alright.
don't be so so typical, it really make you sound so like a loser (:
if my sentence structure HORRIBLE. like what i say, don't come visit my blog.
since you felt so disgusted by me, why still come to my blog to make you feel even more disgusted.
I believe you people don’t understand English or don’t even know how to read?haha.
Off it if you realise that those post will make you boil.what’s the point of visiting my blog since I will make you agitated?
like what [: say, DEVIL CHILD. maybe you bunch of kids need a dictionary and a bible to calm your nerves after reading my blog post. hehhehes, perhaps GOD will do something to you. so you'll repent you know(:
