Thursday, August 30, 2007
8:05 PM
today,
wake up around 12pm.prepare myself get out of the house around 1plus.
took bus to school,reach around 3plus.took exams.
thanks nicol.haha.thanks for everything,all along helping me.
he's action damn funny and cute at times.
he's a nice guy after all,helping everyone by giving answer.
so not surprise that he help me thou im the only girl.haha.
after school,str8 back home.reach home had dinner.
sweep the floor,washing clothes later.
tomorrow is teacher's day.going to attend to school.
after school coming back home,gonna be a boring day tomorrow.
take care everyone. :)))))))))))))))))))))))Wednesday, August 29, 2007
6:05 PM
yesterday,
wake up,prepare accompany mummy go hospital.
she go operation her thumb.daddy fetch us.
after her operation went to chinatown.
eat curry chicken noodles. =x
after eating went daddy office help him out then went down to amk hub to deposit cheque.
thinking of taking new handphone.went to m1 shop buy a sony ericsson w580i.
i pay half of it,reach home str8 meet up duncan and she took my phone play until my phone auto shut off itself due to low batt.she keep playing the sims2.well,i don't find it nice.kinda bored.
reach home around 11pm?online around 11plus going 1am than offline.
sleep around 3.30am.
today,
wake up at 7.15am before fish call me.
anw,thanks fish.wake up prepare,get out of my house take bus to school.
im the first girl who reach class.do my work until 10plus?have my break but never eat.
after break went back to class slack.wendi was like telling me nicol miss me.
well,even if he ask where am i,whenever we see each other he don't bother to talk to me.
what's the point of asking?weird. =^
finish lesson,get out of the school take bus to bedok.
went to mac change clothes and get double cheeseburger to eat. :))))))* yummy!
because jerome last min tell me say he went home and change so i take my time.never expected he took cab down to outram.sorry to let you wait.hehe. =x
after eating,went to buy 18 strawberrys milk lollipops for my dear felicia.
went down to vivo together with him.meet felicia up outside marche.both of them went there to interview.but jason say is full.he let both of them fill in form first.hopefully,both of them can work.hehe.
after that,give felicia one strawberry milk lollipop.she's happy eating but guess her heart is not happy due to some problems.well,don't bother to care much.is your life my dear.what i wanna said is very clear.your answer is there.
went to everlast and i bought one shirt.today,i got my pay,but i can't anyhow spent. =\
accompany jerome to ps.he eat and im playing game.that felicia is too sad until she damn bored and keep disturb me after that she went off to find her bf.
after jerome eat finish we take train back home but he send me home because he's damn bored.chat alot.haha.
reach home,thinking of doing house work but my brother gonna do it.at night i gonna wash clothes.
anw,thanks nicol for reminding.haha. :)))))))))))
take care everyone.
it seems that you are gone
Monday, August 27, 2007
3:54 PM
never attend to school again.
wanted to attend but never.share breakfast with mummy,after eating stomach pain. =\
chat with mummy,she tell me about her childhood.so funny.
our parents childhood is more fun than ours.
she wanted to gimmi cab fees because she want me to attend school.haha.but i never take from her.i realise she gimmi alot.always say i very lazy to attend to school and also know i dnwna study alr.call me t study prevert.damn sian.
went to c doctor at house downstair together with duncan.she accompany me.pass her cig.
take two day mc.haha.tomorrow,going accompany mummy to hosptial.she going operation.
the doctor ask me why i take two day mc.she also know i got smoke.haha.
she ask me not to smoke.called ernie and heard that teacher today never attend school. =?
im bored!don't feel like continue this studies.what am i suppose to do after that?
life is so bored.mummy want me to work sales and train myself.
at night,gonna meet up duncan.Sunday, August 26, 2007
8:56 PM
wake up around 12plus.nobody at home.
parents went to market to have lunch and bought things back home.
online until 2pm.went to bathe went out.
bought double cheeseburger.nice nice. :)))))))* muacks
on my way back to hougang enjoying my burger.reach hougang change bus back home.
wonderful dinner at home.daddy fry prawn and wanton.still,i love the boil wanton.
thanks mummy.iloveyou. :))))))))))))))))))) hehe.i always love her home made wanton.
i also know how to do but choose water chestnuts and prawn is hard.she boil water chestnut.
so nice.how i wish i everyday can eat her home made wanton n water chestnut drink.
thanks mummy.
a fake smile always stay...Saturday, August 25, 2007
11:56 PM
today,wanted to go to beach.
but i sleep until 3pm than wake up.
everyone waiting for me to wake up.don't know why they dnwna wake me up.
haha.i wake up that time daddy sleeping at brother room.so i went back to sleep.
wake up that time,brother sleeping.but i wake up already.sun already burn my butt.
daddy gonna buy roller blade for me! :)))))))))))))))))))))
breakfast and lunch only eat 3bread and one cup of coffee.thanks dad. :)*
im still sick.med eat finish already but still cough like mad. =\
went out,have dinner together with my parents and brother.
after that,went to ntuc to buy alot of things because they going to bring it to office to pray for good brothers out there.bought my fav chocolate mint.
reach home around 9plus.meet duncan at her house.pass her cig and stuck at her house watch campus superstar.she's so mad about the shawn and keely.brother called me and came down to find us.talk to him,always giving mummy so many problem.thanks my dear g0ngg0ng.she feed me bi pa gao to eat.after result,accompany brother buy mac also buy for mummy.
take care everyone.Friday, August 24, 2007
1:07 PM
yesterday afternoon,
went to polyclinic to see doctor.
stupid doctor call me to have blood test because i tell him say i got fever.
regret telling him!tell him that i never eat fever med that's why my fever is on and off type.
he said:"you better go do a blood test."
finish seeing doctor accompany mummy go mac.
i eat fries only. =x
after that,went to amk hub take alook her watch.
she wanna change watch.
wanted to attend to school today,
but lazy to wake up.
have been coughing like mad the whole night. =/
lucky never attend to school.minkai also never attend because teacher never attend too.
hehe.mummy say i lazy to attend to school because she want me to attend to school today.
im alone at home,they went for work. =\ im bored staying at home,but im lazy going out.
i wanna smoke =^Thursday, August 23, 2007
12:47 PM
never attend school again.
morning,mummy came into my room and touch my forehead saying that im very hot. =/
headache,but after wake up im okie.accompany them go downstair eat breakfast.they wanted to work but suddenly daddy vomit. =? so they never work.
going to see doctor later.always eat finish the med but still never recover.stupid doctor.
stupid health.my health is getting bad :))))
mummy always says that my room got cig smell.she check my bag and say because your bag got a packet of cig.haha.she never say anything.yesterday,already tell her say i got smoke so does my brother.well,she said:"life is yours.whether you wanna listen anot is your problem."i did ever mention to her that my brother friend do touch drugs.she said:"if your brother do touch drugs than prepare i will call 999."
at times,i really thinking should i just let go of everything.
just because iloveyou so i hold on.but sometimes,just because i loveyou i should let go.
thinking of holding on is because i want back everything of you and me.
thinking of letting go is because i don't wish you to suffer because of me.
love is just a game in our life.life is just a bet in this world.
yes,everyone deserve a chance.but the things that i see.
it seems like im nothing.im sad and hurt but still im holding on.
is because of me,that's why you have change to a hard hearted person.
now i know why people always do something wrong they always wanna hold on.
they just wanna return back,sorta repay back and partly they really love the person.
colleen even say,our age is better to let go and you will feel better.haha.
well,everyone have their view.nobody is always right of course nobody is perfect.
human always love to say each other,is not a bad thing after all.is a learning life.
most of the people will not accept people to say them because they always never realise they are in the fault.of course,people must say somethings that can make them accept that they are in the fault.in this life,you will never learn finish even human heart and mind.human is too complicated.making life complicated.
happy is just awhile,it always kept inside people heart.
i believe everyone wants a simple life.but is so hard to get.feeling is a weird thing.
unless,we don't have heart we wont feel anything.
hopefully,my next life will not be human again.
ren zhen de hen nan zuo.going to rest. =/Wednesday, August 22, 2007
8:31 PM
20th aug,
attend to school.finish school went to meet charlotte.
pass her the charger.mood isnt that good.
sorry that i shouted at you.because i really damn angry with everything and somethings that you say too.well,is the past.never bother to think.
everything is over. =]] im alone walking in my life.
take cab home around 6plus.charlotte went for work.
21th aug,
i going no voice soon!im sick. =/ never attend to school.
sorry wendi and yungzhi.because already say wanna meet up in school at 9am.
im sorry.wake up around 10plus if im not wrong.brother school om called my house and complain about him.daddy fetch me to see doctor.take two day mc.wanted to go back home but i accompany them out to work.around 3plus went down to my brother house to see the om.after that,return back to daddy office around 4plus?i don't remember.help him to do his work.went home after that,prepare went to sushi tei to eat.
after dinner went back home.the whole day i ve been talking alot with my parents about my brother.my voice really alike chicken voice. :(
chat on the phone with jiayu for two hours!
yesterday,i really wanna hold on you,but i realise is time to let go.
im here always,i still loveyou thou you hurt me.
hope there's a day you will be clear and know what you want and everything.
if you wanna let it go,just go ahead. =]]
i've done my part already.
today,wake up around 11plus.
online until 1plus.prepare myself,accompany my mum went to sgh.
stupid daddy,say wanna fetch us down but end up sleep like a pig at home.mummy never bother to wake him up.
stupid doctor.see him and chat with him also need to do payment.
now i know why doctor so rich.tot,today gonna operate my mum thumb.who knows that stupid doctor tell her say you are here to see your back.so next tue,mummy going down to hosptial again.totally waste our time and money to take cab down.
guess,daddy know mummy is angry with him.he don't even call my mum and ask her where is she but he called me and ask me where we are.he came and find us together with a apple that he's eating and he just ask me wanna eat anot.i said no.he just walk away and gone missing.until mummy finish seeing doctor and doing payment that time than he came back.fuck can.
he have to move his bloody butt walking around and just can't stay beside my mum and accompany her.don't know why he bother to come down.mummy don't even give a damn whether he wanna accompany her anot.she always say,don't come better.see his bloody face also damn sian.Sunday, August 19, 2007
9:08 PM
ds16th aug,
never attend school.stay at home the whole day.
early morning,mummy wake me up and call me to buy breakfast for her because her stomach not feeling well.was waiting for kelson call but she never contact me.i went back to sleep.afternoon mummy wake me up again and ask me to accompany her go see doctor.i never bring my phone so end up,i never meet kelson.accompany my mum the whole day.see i so guai.reach home around evening.went to smoke but never finish because my mum contact me and call me to help my dad to buy cig and beer la.arghs.those people out there must be happy for me because the whole day i never smoke.haha.
17th aug,
everyone must be surprise.i attend to school!thanks baby.she call me and wake me up and her voice so fierce.after school,went to her school and fetch her.accompany her go home.after that,she came my house and stuck at my house until 6plus.sleep until 545pm wake up and she's still sleeping.went to meet duncan to pass her cig,went back home and bathe than wake that baby fish up.get out of the house around 630pm.saw my parents.shock the both of us.mummy saw her again.lucky daddy never see her.take bus to ps.reach ps around 830pm.bought 10pm show,watch papaya movie.went to swensens to find kelson.called her but she never pick up.so went in and eat.haha.she was so stunned when she saw me.haha.damn funny la she.she's still the same. =]] after finish eating,went to smoke together with her.the papaya show not bad.the last part i don't really like it alot.haha.watch until 12am if im not wrong.cab back home.send her home than i go home.
18th aug,
wanted to go watch fireworks together with charlotte but end up i never.
because mummy want me to accompany her.i very good girl.always accompany her.
due to my work.seldom accompany her.im sorry charlotte.stay at home the whole day and i sleep alot the whole day.early morning went to meet baby to return her,her books.after that,went home.she went for training.i went home and sleep until she finish her training than wake up.around 4plus i went to sleep until going 7pm than wake up.went out with my parents.went to tangs.bought everlast shoes.i gonna be a piggy.i wanna go back to work. =/ i think i will grow fat when im not working.
19th aug,
wanted to go suntan together with leon but end up never because she say the weather is bad.indeed is bad after that.haha.staying at home the whole day.never smoke for two days already. =/ online the whole afternoon.before evening offline.chat with jiale and i say her.well,got not much comments about she and leon.still is their problem.take care everyone.
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
10:44 PM
what have i been doing this few days.
gonna update now. =]] don't have time to blog. =/
9th aug,
thursday,national day.working 10-6.
after that,daddy and mummy fetch me after my work.
parents waited for brother but he haven't reach home.always like that.
end up,one call from him,daddy went to fetch him.damn pissed with him.
i treat them eat at taka sushi tei.not very nice actually.i still like paragon sushi tei.
after having dinner went back home.if im not wrong i cry at night.well,i don't really remember much.
10th aug,
pri and sec school having holi and guess those ite,poly n etc have to attend to school.
well,im working that day.so i didn't attend to school.work until 6.if im not wrong,leon came and find me that day.she went to suntan.after suntan come back and find me well im smoking.haha.after that,what happen i don't remember already.
11th aug,
actually,work from 10-10.but last min i say i can only work until 6.
i suddenly don't feel like working.damn long hours.i still can work after that.before that,im headache and not feeling very well.so don't bother.after work,went back home alone.meet duncan.charlotte wanted to meet me and keep call me go town but i don't want.have dinner with duncan than she went to meet her mummy at hougang than i went home.
12th aug,
after work,have dinner with my parents.went to taka to find a taiwan woman to get information from her.talk to her damn funny.she say about my relationship.say i 30 will get married.dots.my dad told her he want me to married around 20plus.so bad.but all is joking.return home after that.
13th aug,
i only remember i sorta quarrel with wendi.fuck pissed with her.
well,don't give a damn.don't bother to care much about her.
if don't have her as a friend is ok.im just giving yungzhi face.
14th aug,
attend to school but i was late.reach school ard 1.left at 2plus.went to tamp inter tak bus back to hougang.wanted to take train down from there but i miss the stop so i take bus back home.sit at house downstair smoking.my brother and his friend saw me and he ask me for cig.damn idiot.got one china idiot guy talk to me well im smoking.he ask if im 18 anot and do i know that 18 than can smoke.he stay at my house downstair.his kinda insane.damn pissed off.i ask him,who is he.he show is id and guess what.it stated china police but is handwriting on it.he say he gonna call police i say you go ahead.damn crazy.bad day!went home bathe,after that went down to vivo to take cig from ekin.thanks alot.saw prima,accompany her go locker.she say she hungry.i have not been eating since 12th afternoon until today.haha.stomach not feeling very well.we went to marche to eat.very full until i feel like vomit.thanks to prima.talk to mr thomas our boss.reach amk wanted to meet duncan but never.she last min say she at alston house so cant meet up.thanks felicia.she have been accompany me talk on the phone. <3
15th aug,
today,attend school but i was late.
i guess,i always late to school forever.
reach school around 10.went back around 12.
went home to sleep.baby came my house and study end up also never study.
we patch already. =]] parents reach home around 6.i saw daddy car at house downstair and i open the door i saw my mum.scare the hell of me and baby.haha.damn funny and weird.nothing much to blog.tomorrow,going out wit kelson.
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
1:19 PM
6th aug
monday,got no school.
went out to meet yungzhi and he was late.
went to buy cig than acc yungzhi to cut hair.meet charlotte at tamp.
after yungzhi finish cutting his hair he went home to bathe and came to tamp mac to find me and charlotte.accompany her study until 4plus went to tp together.she study together with her friend so yungzhi and i went to library to sleep.around 6plus came out of the school.waited for her at the bus stop.went to tm to have dinner.she eat only.both of us never eat.haha.went to 77th street to shop and bought two belt and one long sleeves.yungzhi wanted to go amk hub and shop around but end up never because it was late already.he accompany me home.thanks. =]]
reach home around 10plus.
7th aug
tuesday,attend to school.late for lesson but not very late also.
find that today is a weird day.i don't know why.
finish school went to bus stop to wait for bus and never expected this kinda things will happen.
this guys study in simei ite,studying business course.he look fine suddenly he just collapse and vomit blood in front of me,wendi and yungzhi and those people at the bus stop.it was so scary.scare the hell of us and everyone was like standing up and i'm the only girl sitting at the bus stop.yungzhi called wendi leave the seats.nobody dare to touch that guy and don't know what to do too.after that,bus came and we take the bus.ambulance came to save that guy.wanted to meet fion but never.she always late.i also not feeling very well after the incidence happen.i feel like vomit and i totally got no app to eat anything.meet charlotte and she acc me take bus back to amk hub.on my way home was listening radio.around 7plus there's someone collapse well waiting for train and just die at the track at tamp mrt.g0sh.reach amk hub walk around.than she went to tpy to meet her mum together wit her brother at sports hall.reach home eat one chicken pie.after that,my mum ask if i eat dinner already not.i say no and she call me to acc her go eat pizza.meet brother at pizza hut but we all never finish eating.i damn hell full.
8th aug,
today,never attend to school.going to acc my mum to sgh later.
she going there to check up i think.
take care everyone.
i missyou sharon and mag. <3Wednesday, August 01, 2007
5:04 PM
today never attend school.
do work at home.
stay at home the whole day never contact anyone and no one contact me too.
great.im alone staying in my world.
i realise human are just so weird.life is selfish.world just sucks.
we can only change our mood but not life.life is selfish because of human.world sucks because what human have done.whatever obstacles we have we have to take it and solve it.staying in this world,everyday you can try to do is to make yourself stay happy.whatever happen yesterday is a past.no point hold on bad memories,is bad for your health.happy memories always can remember.but still,all is the past.
no matter how mature people are.our heart is still young.we will still act childish.
my life left nothing.is either attend or not attend school,study and working.
to the fake minkai.please if you wanna tag my board just put your name.
