Saturday, November 12, 2005
11:01 AM
wong..
i noe euiie wen oberseas le
jus hope euiie enjoy and don bother aniitin
jus go dere enjoy and hab fun..
and take good care of urself bahhs
yest,nyte he call miie msg hiiM shoo i msg hiiM
but nber receive hiis msg!
in e end,he use another no. to msg miie
he ask miie whether do i like malay guys nott..
and i sae tat i use to admire malay guys bferr shoo ask miie who issit
i dn mind saein who's dey re..
hafiqal n arif and hiiM too
shoo he ask miie whether do i still admire hiiM nott..
i reply hiiM sae kiies larhhs..nott muchhies too..hahas +Pp
he wan moii ans asap..
he dnwan to waiit cos aniitin may happen and dnwan miie hurt..
we dn eben understd each other well..
he sae we can go ferr a relationship and try to understd each other..
i dislike to be lidat cos it will get more hurt and sadness..
iim soriiwee but i dno wadd to do shoo i rather to be alone..
i dnwan aniione to waiit ferr miie and i rather iim e one who waiit ferr moii lubb one..!
iif euiie reali lubb a person euiie willin to waiit no matter how long and no matter whether he/she gott stead anott as long as euiie noe euiie lubb e person..
lubb a person iish nott by forcin tgt~
iif reali cantt be tgt and both of euiie re e bestiie frewn iish oryte..
dn ppl tink tat e bestiie frewn iish better den frewn cos frewn will owaes b dere ferr euiie
iif reali steadd euiie will nber get e person fereber but frewn can..
y nott muchhies ppl udnerstd wadd i tryin to sae but keep askin whether i wan euiie cos i lubb euiie?tiish iish nott e wae to gett a person but to prove and show e person wadd can euiie do ferr e person..
a person which can do anitin ferr miie and i found iit but e pro iish i dislike e wae she iish shoo i nber give herr chance iif nott we oreadii steadd ferr long..we oreadii tgt..but e wae she's doin will nber change and make moii trust and feelin ferr herr hab fade!euiie shld noe who re euiie
he sae he wana miie to give hiiM a chance to make hiiM prove to miie tat he will no turnin back!soriiwee,i putt relationship wiit respect..i wont aniihow promise to go wiit a person!cos dere will be more sadness n hurtt dere!i rather dnwan it and rather to be alone..
and i noe iim gettin downn cos of tiish pro which i reali dno wadd to do..ppl noe i lubb kaijie and shld jus go ferr hiiM and dn need to bother anitin and jus make tings clearr to hiiM but iim nott kaijie stead and we nber eben stead although we re tgt!we indeed close and look like stead but we re nott..
i noe euiie wontt be here to see wadd iim gonna sae..iim wordless to sae aniitin..
i dnwan and damn dislike ppl to force miie and control miie..
i noe wadd kind of person euiie re..iif i reali go wiit euiie and i cant contact ani of moii guy frewn..
he tot i came out wiit moii stead kaijie..but nope..
he cant let miie go wen he hab miie..he cant lose anitin wen he cant get iit and he wan it wadeber waes he can do it..
kaijie,i dno wadd to sae..he oso lett miie go ferr now!
how i wishh i hab hiiM tiish kind of stead!he dno tat iim saein hiiM e hiiM iish oso different person le..
he give his ex freedom and wadeber..etc!he reali a nice stead and berii poor tingg of hiiM..!haiis +))
by e wae,i will b dere ferr euiie weneber euiie need miie kiies..!dn tink tat nobody care n concern abt euiie and miss euiie!
i will owaes miss euiie,care n concern euiie!dn worii~
he's e first bung tat i see iit shoo ke aii and feel shoo weird..!hahas +Pp
but he indeed special compare to other bung
by e wae, i nber sae i wana stead wiit hiiM and he oreadii call miie dear here and dere..dots..
i gott nth to sae and i don botherr wadd euiie call miie..
as long as iim clearr wadd i noe and doin..
tired~
