Monday, February 27, 2006
10:54 AM
todae nber go sch.
early mornin hp ring.daddy msg miie i tink ard 610
den mummi still haben wake upp s i wen to her room.den she pack her bed.
after tat,moii bro prepare and etc call miie wake upp,i sae i stomach damn pain.den i call hiim off e light.mumi os nber come into moii room and check or ask miie.s nber bother den wen to bed and slp till 10plus den wake upp.i put silent and no vibrate.soriiwee daddy and dear ting.iim not purposely to hang upp call.and i actually dnwan pick upp call de.but i listen to radio den berii dulan.s i pick upp.i was tinkin recess time den return call.online den reply msg.=X
wahh,cough and cough.feel like coughin out blood aniitime.e lungs oso wana pull out le lo.
mornin,moii stomach not reali feelin well.iish not berii pain.feel weird and nott tat well.now pain again.mumi wake upp call miie den moii head damn pain.den daddy bfer get out of e hse call miie acc em go eat.i sae i dnwan and i dn feel like eating and no app and feel like vomiting.
i nber go sch.but dno wads goin on.hope nth happen larhhs.but i noe wong wad euiie sae i extra hors.btw,ya not happi arhhs.euiie reali wana beat by ppl si ma.ya wana quarrel again issit.
to those who promise le nber do den don promise miie.btw,those whom i promise i wont smoke de.i did smoke.iim soriiwee.iif euiie not happi or etc.den leave miie alone iif euiie wan bahhs.
to those who re close to miie,iif euiie cut hand eat pills,drink.i will do it infront of euiie and return euiie double iif euiie wan.i will do it de.mayb iish unfair to those and let e ppl out dere worii and hurt.iim soriiwee but i oreadii sae to those ppl whom dey cut their hand and i noe i will straight awae cut deeply and more den em and etc.iim os tired.
todae,
dn feel like goin to sch too.
jus no mood to study.
wana quit schoolin.
but i noe i cant.
somemore tiish yearr last yearr.
thou i can put two matters and settle different.
but sometimes reali dnhab e heart dere to study lo.
