Tuesday, February 07, 2006
8:17 AM
why..arghhs.
y deann iish out.her voice iish beta den clara can.
she hab sore throat and she still sing s well.reali berii gd lo.haiis =`((
yest after e result,after heard wadd she sae.wen clara tokin den i off e tv.dn wish to see aniimore
feel s downn and freak upp abt it.
den wen into moi room.chat wiit dearr.reali can die can.fcuk.
his mood nt tat gd.neither do i.tok to hiim dno how to reply.den i ask hiim wadd happen he dnwan sae.still sae his fine.in e end told miie tat he cry.cos of smth.ask hiim dnwan sae den ferget abt it kiies.i dn wish to noe too.
after tat i sae ltr call hiim back.i dn feel like callin back or eben tink to call back bahhs.den he sae dn need.i sae i gt second call.den i hang upp le.
chat wiit baby betta den arghhs..after tat he told miie smth wish i tink iish correct too.ferget abt it.dn wish to tok abt it.
damn moody and downn..damn hell.
todae not goin aniiwherr.goin home after sch and slp.dn wish to go out and nber mit upp aniione.mood swing. =(( sobb..
dean no matter wadd.euiie did ur best.reali.all ur SUPPOTERS reali tink euiie re e best.
s yup.dn sadd dn cry.i noe euiie goin cry soon yest.euiie re brave.owaes love e wae euiie re.
aniiwae,todae iish a new dae of hers.
