Tuesday, March 28, 2006
4:00 PM
actually todae dnwan come sch de.but i stil come to sch fer maths test.
maths lesson at last period.fcuk can.den hab moi maths test finish liiao.mrs seah mark e paper.i fail can.damn down.i reali dno wad to do.e whole dae i gv ppl face and attitude.
den sort of quarrel wit zhen.cos he wana c wad i post tish mornin,but i cal him dn disturb mi.den demin sit bside mi and he sae i cant mk u but demin can.den i sae cos of his blog den i help him can.waolao.i dno.jus damn dulan,eng lesson vicky damn noisy.frm e tym we step in eng lesson he keep kpkp.den i look at him,i feel like walkin in front of him and give him one slap.den he look at miie.den i look at him,tiao him,lucky he maths period nber tok s much.iif not i walk in front of him reali slap him.fcuk siia.
ltr goin j8 take mumi bag.actually dnwan go home de.but moeny at home s wen home and take money.wen to felicia hse.now iim bloggin at her hse.reali headache.ltr den go dwn j8.mumi stuff stil haben come yet.wont be home s early too.c em jiu siians.haiis.10:28 AM
haiis..been crying since yest evening.
cry and stop and cry.
wad can i do.moi tears suddenly roll out.xin hao tong bahhs.
jus leave miie alone.i don wish to listen bahhs.
wad i heard tat u guys sae.deres re sm tings i cry iish c0s wad u guys sae to miie.
frankly speakin,wad baby told miie jus n0w.to miie it seems moi fault and iim e one who blame.
i noe and understd wad she mean and wad she tryin to tell miie.i no she ish not blamin miie or etc.but to miie moii heart reali pain.i jus feel s freak upp.
yest acc mumi,midnyte acc daddy being crazy.mornin come to sch study.reali fcuk.arghs.
ard 2plus.mumi wake miie upp sae moi dad wen out again and iif he continue lidat confirm one case.i nber bother or tink s much cos i tot he wen to office and slp.
in e end he came back home,he bought beer.den i shut upp.mum was is her room and she came out.she told moi dad sae he cant drink,moi dad sae y cant i.she sae he eatin med.he sae med eat in e mornin wadd.s he keep callin miie go to moi room and slp cos tmr stil hab lesson!i wen into e room.well at tat tym i was msgin and settle smth!i noe iish moi fault too.to make u bcome lidat.euiie c0s of miie os change alot.i stil tinkin abt wad u sae to miie yest.thou i keep cryin.i reali headache!wad u promise miie,u brk.daddy promise us not to drink,he brk it too.s wad i promise iim soriiwee.
den daddy outside e door.mumi don allow him to buy.he keep saein he jus wana go dwnstair!den i wen out.i s call shout at moi dad sae u promise us not to drink.but now u drink again.den i keep cryin.i cry fer one hour plus.i regret wad i sae to daddy.he call miie acc hiim go dwn.s i wen dwn wit him.he stil wana buy.he wen to start his car.i cry like shit!he don eben gv a damn.den i sae don buy and drink le.he sae faster get into e car.i hab no choice.i reali dno wad to do.i cry and get into e car.bfer he drive he oreadi drink two bottle.den e traffic is red,he stil drive and cross.den nearly bang tgt wit e taxi.anw,i was w0rii.but now i tink back.iif reali hab car accident.it knocks miie out.mayb iish a g0od ting bahhs.it makes him realise he cant drive c0s he drink.
he bought two bottle.i regret wad i sae to him was i tot u sae u buy one bottle.den he sae den i drink one bottle.y i regret wad i sae to him e sentence.it shows tat i allow him to drink!reach home mumi look at miie.i reali feel s sick.he brk his promise again.cos he nber drink one bottle.he finish e two bottle tat he bought!i reali wish to tel him sae since u wana drink den i acc u drink wan anot.reali feel s fcuk!tat tym,i hab to face both side.
mornin,6plus mumi ask miie wad daddy tels miie.i sae to him but iim half dead of tokin to her.
she sae she not goin dwn eat brkfast.call miie g0 sch moiself.i actually dnwan go de.but i tink tat iif i don go sch.daddy c miie tings will happen mre bahhs.i go sch os cos i hab maths test todae.iif not i wont eben wana go.thou dey sae i can tk maths test other dae.but e maths paper will be diff but i dnwan to tk diff paper as em!reach sch.wen to chinese lesson.i sit dwn.frwens ask miie wad happen.i dno y moi tears roll out again.bfer i reach sch.i inside e taxii oreadi feel like crying.
i cry mayb cos i keep tinkin yest evenin and midnyte tings and wad i sae and i do.
recess tym tok on e phone i cry again.i feel like slpin.iish beta to slp and nber wake upp.cos i noe i make alot of ppl suffer tgt wit miie.i did promise u guys.but wad those ppl promise which nber done.den iim soriiwee.i stil haben do aniitin hurt on moiself.but i soon will jus wen e dae comes i dno.mayb soon who noes.anw,i nber tink of drink and smoke.i jus wish to c e blood out again frm moi hand.Monday, March 27, 2006
8:18 PM
g0tt fever back again.
s0riiwee moii m0od reali damn d0wnn n0w.
mayb jus leave miie alone.i g0tt flu.s those who call miie jus nw didnt noe i cry.
i n0e e wae i tok abt attitude.iim s0riiwee.i don wish to reply or tok to aniione n0w.
leave miie alone.i will be fine soon.thanks.
todae wen to sch in e mornin,moi mum ask miie whede i can mahhs.
i sae can,cos i goin sch fer maths test.in e end mrs seah sae no maths test.i rather stay at home lorhhs.fcuk.
den finish maths lesson,after recess wen to office.cos wana go home.den gt fever.s wait fer vp.wait till i can die.she damn cb larhhs.kb de lerhs.wait fer her can die.miie and daddy wait fer her 1hour!den she sae go home la.waolao.attitude fcuker.den wen to find mumi ay j8.
haben reach dere she jiu spent 100plus liiao.den she wana buy tings fer miie mahhs.she sae we go town.i os nth much to buy liiao.in e end wen dere she's e one who buy one bag and shoes.she at bishan bought two bag!she spent alot todae,stil tel miie e past few daes how much she use.
den she finally sae she tired.iim damn hell tired!fever up and down.gosh!
den reach home,eat med wanted to rest but cant s online awhile.den wong sae wana mit s wen dwn and mit her and peixuan.we chat till 6den go home.den i nber bring key.tot moi bro awake.dey reali damn pig can!i call twice and nobody pick up.den knock e door s hard and loud.dey stil nber wake up.den thanks wong came back and acc miie chat.thanks fer acc miie.
chat till 8pm den came home.mumi slp den daddy cal mi go coffee shop find him and tk e key.cb siia.den i open door mumi washin clothes.fcuk.i damn dulan.moi head reali damn pain!
den moi mum sae tmr moi throat confirm worst again.get e key frm dad,he ask miie wad happen.i damn attitude den walk awae after take e key!
den watch campussuperstar.anw,gtg.i don wish to stay at here.iim tired.nyteSunday, March 26, 2006
8:50 PM
yest wen fer dinner.wit family.all daddy side de.
c e bitch face reali spoilt moi mood.reali find she berii yucks
den moi 3rd cousin sae moi 2nd cousin(bitch) s mature.
i ask her whede she like her mahs.den she ask miie y.den she sae no shadow de
den i gong gong mahhs.den she sae her chinese name wu ying zi.den i laugh lorhhs.
i rem mumi ones tel miie bfer and i ferget.den i sae she tis year oni 17 lo.
den she sae i tot she 19-20 years old liiao.waolao.she mk until she damn hell old.reali berii funi.
her sis and bro tk e same phone as miie.dno whede e bitch gt tk e same as miie mahhs
cos frm small miie and her not gam mahhs.e shirt she wear reali look like aunty siia.
mornin,realise moi throat not pain liiao.
but dn reali hab voice to tok la.
ard 1plus wen out.wen to hougang mall.den play aracde lorhhs
awhile wen to find jy at food juction.den she damn sad.
anw,i wait fer her can die.reali beri long.in e end dey nber play ddr.cos i wana c.
den wen home ard 4plus-5.reach home 530.dey sae wan go ppl's park.in e end mumi sae she tired dnwan go.denshe ask mi wad i wana eat i sae i dno.she sae buy smth up can liiao.
e wae she tok reali attitude.dno wad happen.den nber bother her.os don feel like tokin to her.
in e end,sae go tpy eat.on e lift she told mi sae ur daddy wana go ppl's park cos he wana buy one drawing to show off and wan face.den i nber sae anitiin.who cares.i os don bother.non of moi business man.s tired.on e car reali wana slp.reach dere,saw rene.she line up fer fish balls noodles.mumi help miie buy.den i eat finish e noodles.nber eat e fish balls.
dey eat s much todae worhhs.i os find it reali damn full todae.cos i drink alot of cold drink =x
anw,i gt eat med.jus gt back home not long.d0tts.tempature up and dwn.
abit fever again.den dnhab.nw gt again.=(( haiis.
wher re euiie?iim worii fer euiie.hope ya can contact miie!i dno whede iish tish a test fer miie.cos i recall wad ya hab told miie.i dno wad ya doin too.anw,jus hope ya take cariies urself and contact miie asap.Saturday, March 25, 2006
5:04 PM
yest wen to woodland mit upp leon.
saw weiru,s chat wit her awhile.jiu wen off le.
after tat,saw jiale.nber noe she's dere.
reali damn hell shock tat she's dere.reali berii suay can.fcuk siia
she call moi name den i noe she's dere and she reali damn disgusting can.gosh.
her hair iish longer den miie lorhs.den wit her s call ah lian frwens.
cos she look like one and is reali pui*
feel like vomitin after e drink.wen to food court and rest.
wake upp,feel like vomitin.den we home ard 5plus.reach amk ard 6plus.
mit upp fion and baby.den wen to 133 de coffee shop and eat.
saw grandma,call miie help her top up her card!den daddy call miie go out tgt wit em go eat.
s was tinkin wher dey wil go,in e end sae go amk central eat.i jus came back not long lorhhs.
reali feel s sick.s i sae i dnwan go.den he keep callin miie to go.i sae i gott fever.i wan go home rest.in e end,nber rest.dinner meal eat mash potato.dey bought at kfc.
wake upp ard 845am.
ard 930 den wen out of moi hse.
mit at ah gong at mrt interchange.but dno y she wen to bus interchange.
s wen dere le.she jiu ask miie i no voice arhhs?she tok miie den i use moi hp to type and reply her,tok to d0c den i realise i hab voice.but berii soft.call ah gong wait outside cos i c doc beri fast de mahhs.den i came out.her expression seems s shock and she sae reali fast man.
after tat,wen to food juction eat.eat finish liiao jiu go tampines.
saw ben at j8.he shout heyy.cos he nber saw mii mahhs den i wen infront of him lorhhs.onii play his hp.dno wad he doin too.
reach tampines ard 12?yup den wen to walk walk lorhs.ah gong at mrt realise i stil haben eat moi med.s we wen to mac and eat moi med.eat finish jiu wen to aracde and play.frm tat tym we re in e mrt den i start to tok.hahas.=P den wait fer baby s damn long can.
in e end dey take cab come dwn.kim reali berii auto and daring siia.she's straight.reali pretty and cute.she's not a crooked.i tot she is.den she hold moii hand.she at first hold ah gong hand.after tat,dno y hold moi hand.den we let go and i hold ah gong hand.not awhile jiu hold baby hand.hahas.reali beri funi.
frm e tym bein i mit ah gong,we laugh and laugh.we re reali crazy.
den we to clinic.but is closed.s wen home after tat.kana rain.i walk in e rain.reali verii cool.
cos i reali berii hot and moi hand reali berii hot lorhhs.
reach hme not long bahhs.wen to bath le.come out wanted to slp.but cant.s came and blog.
os noe tat i got quite long nber came and blog liiao.s yup.Saturday, March 18, 2006
5:54 PM
i damn hell tired larhhs
early mornin,7am wake mumi up
wen back to slp and dey wake miie upp ard 745am
den reach dere,moii stomach damn pain.den i reali feel like faintin aniitym lo
den moi twin cousin was dere too.moi 3rd aunt suddenly call moii name s loud.suddenly s high.
den iim oreadii half dead.no energy.
after tat,miie watch video clips tgt wit one of moi cousin.e sisters.onii gd gd wit her big sis.xiao sis seldom tok de.don reali like each other ones bfer.who cares.
e video reali damn er xin can.frankly speakin,i don understd wad e hell iish s nice abt it by watchin it.i nber reali focus on it.reali feel berii disgusting.den we stil hab part tw0.nber watch liiao.den moi cousin jiu sae,gosh man.iim watchin it.her sister wont watch tish kind of tings.
den stil heard ray sae frwen dwnload.and ray wans to watch part tw0.come on!iish reali YUCKS.
dno wad e hell euiie guys tinkin.is like anna and etc watchin,i reali feel s sick abt it.she ones gimmi watch.i nber reali look and i reali find it -.-'''
aniiwae,don cares.i jus find tat e guy is sick larhhs kiies.and e gal don eben seems to wan it.its like her face shows she don eben wana tk it save lo.
aniiwae,who noes.3rd aunt sae she berii chio.den moi cousin sae wana find os find a beta and nice lookin guy.den she sae e gal reali ke liian.
goin tpy eat dinner.feel no energy,and don feel like eatin!jus nw hab a nap.wake upp den feel like vomitin.dno y.den moi bro is s sickering larhhs.tiish few daes dno wad e hell happenin to hiim lorhhs.tiish two nyte came into moi room and slp wit miie.fcuk man
he last nyte reali mk miie feel like killin hiim can.he keep turn here and dere.wake miie upp ard 4plus and 6plus.nber get to slp well and all thanks to hiim man.den he damn sick larhhs.dnwan go out and keep disturbin miie.asshole lorhhs.Thursday, March 16, 2006
10:25 AM
ard 10plus wake upp.
reali damn hell noisy.heard foot steps and nber bother.
den i wake upp nobody but stil heard e foot steps s loud lorhhs.
den mumi and bro outside quarrelin.damn hell noisy.
yest wen to town.reali damn hell bored.
i rather stay at home.aniiwae,i yest reach home jiu play com lo.
ard 2plus den slp.feel s tired but cant slp.in e end tok on e phone lo.i wana hang upp den she dnwan hang upp.cos she don feel tired.but i am.ps lo.
dno wad happen to miie too.sometimes moi temp gettin up and down fer no reason.
btw,joven add miie in msn and frwenster.d0tts.
dno whede gt mit kel de mahhs.till now she stil haben tel mi whers e place lorhs.
moi head damn heavy!iif nber sae den i will be at home lo.
singapore reali small.everytime wana go out reali mus tink damn hell hard whede wher to go de lerhs.reali damn siians.
den tmr goin east coast celebrate ben bdae.
i find it will be damn bored de lorhs
den nw ray sae dn feel like goin.btw,u sae till s shuang lo.nw dn feel like goin.
aniiwae,i dno whede gt mit u guys and go tgt mahhs.will c how tmr ba.
iif hab i will msg u in e mornin,iif nber means iim not goin wit u guys yeahs.
wad happen to euiie?d0tts.can mit em den u goin alone?
bferr goin m'sia i was coughin.
come back feel sick.but after e hug i get frm ray and i tink tat dae i did eat e chewin gem.
den moi throat gettin to hab pro.nw goin to hab no voice le.
hehes,feel s sick but nber sick bahhs.everydae eatin sweet and chocolate.gettin fat lorhhs
Monday, March 13, 2006
3:49 PM
iim back le.
actually dnwan contact ppl which dno tat wen i'll be back.
but i still hab to contact cos moii frwens.ben bdae comin soon!
he wans us to go out and celebrate wit hiim tiish fridae
daddy wed wanted to mit miie to celebrate moii one month ani.
hahas.but dn tink i can mit upp cos fridae stil goin to mit ben and etc bahhs
see whede he friae wana come out mahhs.s busii worhhs
yest back home ard 1plus.do tings and etc ard 2 i tink.den jiu slp le.
1st one see last one wake upp.slp till 1plus den wake upp!
moi hse s noisy,cos moi bro and his frwen playin play station.
e two daes at dere,saw bung workin.wen iim shopping!
mumi call miie not to buy clothes.in e end iim stil e one who bought s much.=X
dere de bung reali look like boi.most of their looks stil can see iish gal larhhs.
but onii three person which i reali dno tat dey re bung.
e wearin reali look like boi.i hear e voice den i noe is a gal.
den mumi look at one bung.her eyes wana drop out aniitime.i told her tats a gal.
she damn hell shock.e wearin reali look like boi,e wae she walkin too!
i os tot is a guy.she wearin cap too.den cover her face.nber see clearly.
wen she tok on e phone and i look at her hand.ish a gal.
reach dere till e dae iim back.three of em gt tings to quarrel.
their face reali damn hell black man.
shoppin mus wit mumi,slpin and eat wit daddy.Thursday, March 09, 2006
2:41 PM
a news to sae?to miie shld be a go0d and bad news.
but to euiie guys i do not noe.
frm tmr don need c0ntact miie.
wong,tel cher iim not in singapore.btw,ppl ask y i nber go sch jus sae u dno.
tel ting and daddy sae iim not in singapore.other den tat don care em.
moi sista liing arhhs.take cariies urself.iLu.
thanks leon,hehes.i goin dere early den euiie lo.
jus heard baby sae fion goin too.dno which part she goin.
aniiwae,iim soriiwee.not moi fault hors.moi dad out of sudden sae go and he jus told miie.
s yup =)) cant contact aniione wen iim awae.
=] wen iim not awae ya take cariies urself too bahhs.haiis =((
aniiwae,got programs mk euiie s busii iish good tings.enjoy urself bahhs.
baby take cariies urself too yeahhs.hahas.
tel wr sae i cant be dere to provide her milk liiao.till i come back den get it from miie lo.
will owaes miss euiie guys de.
zombiie,ya os take cariies urself wit ya stead yeahhs.
kaiijie os seems mood s swing worhhs.=.=??? take cariies yeahhs.
will come back den contact euiie guys.
take cariies everyone.
hopefully i come back nth much happen fer miie to settle.
thanks.=))
may god bless miie bahhs.
miss euiie guys.love from fion#o6 owaes.Wednesday, March 08, 2006
5:50 PM
tiish few daes.
reali dno wad to do.
yest nearly play wit penknife and cut moiself bahhs
den abit problem.chat wiit pro,ppl os sae i weird.abit dao to em.
cos busii findin songs and ppl sendin songs.entertain ppl?
i reali crazy and i noe.cos i d0n reali n0e wad e hell am i tinkin
although iim crazy,moii frwen ard miie tiish few daes os abit crazy.partly iish i influence de.soriiwee.hahas
keep coughin.den eng cher come back le.reali siians can.
reali fail moi eng.i get u grade!!!other sub all get a1.fcuk siia.haiis =((
tiish mornin wake upp moi eyes one big and one smal lo
s tired siia.den was slpin on eng lesson.nber reali read properly moi chinese.tats y i fail fer it.but it doesnt concern abt exams de larhhs.
after tat slp liiao moi eyes no more big le bahhs.
ltr mitin baby and fion fer dinner den come back do eng correction.hab to go central buy pen!!!bored!!!
i don feel like doin.i reali sick of it.damn tired.Monday, March 06, 2006
11:44 AM
haiis.habin eoa lesson.of cos gt listen.
but feel s downn.haiis.mayb iim e one who leavin everyone.
i see ppl leavin miie fer no reason.see le feel iish moii fault.
as blurr euie sae u noe miie de.y euiie dnwan come and find miie?y do u hab to leave and mus till euiie leave den slowly i will noe who re euiie.y do i hab to lose euiie fer nth.
i dno wad iim tinkin too larhhs.jus feel s down and lost now.
tiish few daes.dno wad happen to miie.moi brain and tinkin iish onii dead.
jus now habin math lesson nber eben listen to cherr.was dere chattin.tmr got e test and i don eben noe how to do.mayb fail jiu fail le bahhs.eng lesson,form cher haben come back.soon she will be back.shld be wed bahhs.haiis =(( feel like cryin arhhs.
after sch goin ps pay bill den study dere bahhs.shld be nber mit upp kaiijie,i reali not mood now.
jus now settle melinda taiiji,ferget.we re not tgt at all.
i os sae wad i hab to sae.tk glue reali tat fun and reali hard to listen and quit?sister sae tat.but cass and yr can quit.y cant she.i os feel hopeless.
sometimes,i reali dno wad e hell am i doin.sometimes,i dno y do ppl hab to leave mii fer nth.
sometimes,i jus feel s lost to no wherr.e darkness iish gettin deeply le bahhs.arghhs =`((
e tears cant come out.but moi heart ache.wad can i do to mk miie feel at least beta?to hug a person?iish useless too.i rather be alone and crazy moiiself.cos i use to be lidat.
Sunday, March 05, 2006
9:10 PM
todae,whole dae out wit family.
yest use e phone till 3am den slp.
wake upp ard 11plus.stil slpi nlo.den mumi wake miie out jus to go chinatown and eat chicken curry noodles.after tat we wen to suntec awhile.drink alot of coffee todae.den eat two bar of chocolate.
wen to sim lim square.bought camera.den bought batt tat's chargerable.gott e ear pies which import from japan.is no matter how loud outside,jus cant hear lo.dno lerhhs.haben use yet.
den tryin to get it from mumi.haiis.
i getin tired and crazy man.
den wen to find e ah lian aunt.eat finish and adults chat awhile jiu wen home le.
den chat on e phone wit baby after tat iish wr.we crap.ltr goin tok on e phone tgt wit em n sq bahhs.hahas.aniiwae,baby iish gettin dulan i noe.
=] os not reali well too.gettin freak upp and like wana die lo.
kaiijie os not reali well.
melinda os weird weird de lerhs.
daddy os not feelin well too.haiis.all cos of miie.=((
iish like i feel iim makin alot of ppl angry and dulan and sad.all cos of miie
i os found out tat i dn tink i can stop smokin ba.iish like i takin more and more each dae.but i nber tk one pack one dae lorhhs.not like e duck.2daes take 4pack can.tats wad he sae larhhs.
tmr after sch goin ps pay bill and mitin zombiie.=))
not goin hab tuition tmr too.aniiwae,finish moi ca fer maths ba.shld be pass?who cares.mayb fail jiu fail.nth can i do.moi result iish gettin worst.Saturday, March 04, 2006
10:44 PM
in e end stil wen out.i damn tired but cant slp at home.
den wen out den suddenly feel s headache and nearly faint.den he hold on miie damn tighly.
den i nearly wana jump down mrt.den i tok alot of crap and make her damn s call dulan.cos wad i crap iish all rubbish and all iish DIE one word onii.
but iim e one who crap and make her happi again.ps.miie todae reali damn sot and hab problem wit miie.
den he send miie to woodland cos i mit zombiie at woodland.
den go dere do nth larhhs.in e end we walk finish le.wen to food court.i readin comic den dey eating.den wanted to mit family go eat.in e end nber.den zombiie leep callin miie go eat.i dnwan.
btw,jus now tok to a bitch.ma de.she beta dn infront of miie.iif not i slap her oreadii.she don eben noe who e hell am i den she scold miie pig and bullshit.fcuk her siia.one dae we jio her out kiies.den we see wad she stil can sae.she beta act cute and kp us.
btw,wad i sae i disappointed daddy euiie dno too.s pls shut upp.
i os noe he love miie alot.how i wish i can dn disappointed hiim but i noe i did alot of tings which he confirm disappointed de.and wad u sae again.u like another gal in our sch.i tel euiie.those moi frwen hab moi blog.noe i tokin abt euiie and feel u re flirt.i nber lie.but now make tings clearr ba.as euiie sae u like tat gal and tat gal can make euiie happi.go ahead wit her and ferget it.i nber push euiie iish euiie choose ur wae de.i chen quan u kiies.iish beta to be lidat ba.
and i find tat i noe euiie s long as a frwen.den i will tink back wad euiie sae.e past till now.e words u sae and change.leon and euie reali e same can.hais.wordless to both of euiie man.
frm e time being i wana choose euiie,euie choose ur wae and e gal euiie wan.wen i nber choose euiie,euie come back to miie and all kind of rubbish.stop takin back ur words.cos iish oreadii fer years and i hab enough!i dn bother to choose or eben tink abt it.cos i noe u oreadii hab ur admire and iish other gal.don sae iish miie cos iim not.i realise i dnhab choice too.i stead wit other ppl last time.dn sae now.i os dnhab choice at all.dey re e one who decide and dey re e one who choose it and iim e one who accept it.cos deres nth i can do or eben bother.iim out of words too.i jus shut upp and dn wish to bother ba.1:40 PM
jus now mit kaiijie fer brkfast
jus reach home not long.tok wit a bitch man.er xin larhhs
n0tt goin out bahhs.wanted to mit frwens.den don feel like mitin.
suddenly mood damn hell siians.
btw,i read ur blog and see lo.wad u sae i don reali understd.include u tag moi board.
more or less noe wad u tokin.aniiwae,jus rem wad euiie sae.everytime u re e one who sae and euiie re e one who change lo.in e end sae ferget abt wad i sae.
to those who wana sae and dare to sae de.STOP CHANGIN UR WORDS KIIES.feel s damn freak upp and irritatin abt it larhhs.not e 1st time and not e 1st person.
especially,alot of bitch which i seen and noe bfer.fcuk man.arghhs.
goin slp soon.ltr goin out alone den goin mit mumi go make hair.den mayb i cutting moi hair.Friday, March 03, 2006
9:30 PM
iim half dead man.
iish like i wen home after sch.reach home ard 12pm.
wen to on moi air con and slp.kana wake upp by call ard 1245 i tink.
den i slp back.suddenly jus cant move and whole body no energy at all larhhs
now iim coughin like shit ar.den daddy sae go see doctor can.i sae i haben eat moi sweet.
he sae y nber eat.i sae i jus wake upp.den i nber eat.den keep coughin like hell.
aniiwae,iish not e 1st time euiie being lidat.
everytime sae play ar wad shit.wad euiie sae i dno which can prove to miie and mk miie blieve euiie kiies.i os damn tired.wad euiie told moii frwens i heard it den yup.as euiie oreadii sae euiie steady and wont bother miie.isnt it wad euiie sae?i dno larhhs kiies.i noe after tat wadd happen.but tats wad euiie told moii frwens.and iif euiie reali love a person.ppl ask euiie whede love miie.euiie sae no.steady don eber bother miie.
TO MIIE,IIF EUIIE REALI LOVE A PERSON EUIIE WILL SAE EUIIE LOVE.TATS HOW I FEEL.SOMEMORE I SAE I WIT OTHER BUNGS.IIF I LOVE A PERSON AND E PERSON WIT ALOT OF PASSIVE.DEY ASK MIIE WHEDE I LOVE E BUNG I CONFIRM SAE YESH I DO DE LO.LOVE A PERSON S PAISEH TO TEL MEHS.I FIND IT UR FEELIN IISH ON AND OFF TOO DE LORHHS.
i find tat our class reali useless and can go and die.
i shouted ben,iim soriiwee cos iim in e rong.but y i shouted at hiim cos after eoa lesson nobody tink and find tat dey re in e rong at all.i shut upp cos i noe i in e rong.den let her sae larhhs.in e end euiie guys go scold her wad and sae her.she cry badly.i wen to toilet find her.she sae she give upp our class.she will start and fresh everytin next yearr to other 4Ties.she sae she wont help.she do her job.i find tat we re useless and hopeless.we re in e rong can.i was tinkin felicia and irwan sae her and suan her,ben keep laughin,melody gan her.i was inside e toilet listen to wad she sae.she's reali a good cher and we keep takin granted from her.she can do alot of tings and cos us get into trouble.
after tat kaijie suddenly came moii hse.btw i todae onii smoke one cig onii hors.
den he use moi com.he cut his hand larhhs.wad e helli sae i will return him double.den he dare miie sae he will did it too.den i sae okiies lo.den lose miie onii wadd.den he sae waolao.after tat,mit upp moii frwens at amk central.den wen to play pool.wr at aracde cos he cant go in ma.den after awhile jiu wen to find hiim le.den dey play till 5plus i tink.yup.den wen to hougang mall shop.den we call sy.waolao e bithc damn fcuk siia.reali tok to her can die lorhhs.den reach home ard 8plus.bath and chat on e phone wit moi ex.online awhile jiu chat on e phone bahhs.
8:08 AM
thanks fer lettin miie ur e real and damn true of euiie.
aniiwae,i os don bother whede who euiie re wiit or who euiie wana wit.
aniiwae,i onii noe now euiie re mentally problem.i got no comments.
pls make tings clearr bferr euiie do tings and sae tings.
i jus find tat euiie do tings seems to wan e person liife.like how cat chase mouse and nber let go.
it reali scary.can jus stop all tiish.mayb iim e one who cos euiie to be lidat.but love a person hab alot of waes.
y do euiie hab to choose tiish wae and mk ppl feel euiie hab pro?can euiie jus use gd waes to get a person but not by forcin.forcin reali hab happiness and futue.mayb to euie iish whede do e person hab feelin fer euiie,as long as euiie love e person and euiie get e person iish enough.but do euiie reali tink e person iish urs?e person outside hab ppl euiie os dno.
frankly speakin,euiie go find other gal i os wont bother de lo.cos i noe iim not worth fer euiie to treat miie s good and wait fer miie.but melody iish straight one.euiie beta don make her turn another wae of her.make tings clearr can.i reali find tat euiie mus go wash ur brain.reali dno wad e hell euiie re tinkin.sometimes,no love no stead iish beta.cos euiie don need spend on another person.euiie owaes tink smth which iish damn rong and mk urself and let ppl tink euiie re weird.
can euiie jus change fer euiie re doin?pro isnt it enough fer wad euiie hab done.n0w come out wiit tiish kind of pidd tings.y everytime i hab to noe smth den euiie admit and explain s much to miie.y cant euiie jus be true and don tel lies.bfer i noe aniitin.aniiwae,mayb iish cos i sae don bother den euiie os wont tell miie le.iish fine.i heard abt it reali tink euiie re not urself at all.mrs seah sae wad happen to felicia?y her maths lidat.mr ong sae chinese iish depend urself.4years oreadi.euiie expect him to let euiie pass?everyone don get to understd include miie.i don understd euiie aat all le.s ya feelin mayb os fade le.mayb iish beta to ferget abt miie.
iim os tired fer wad iim doin and helpin euiie.in e end i stil helpin euiie.take it as a repay ba.iif euiie don i os wont bother.i gt nth to repay euiie.e pro euiie cos and come out reali make miie headache.moii feelin fer euiie iish on and off.mayb iish off and wont on aniimore.as euiie wana find other gal.i can os intro passive to euiie iif euiie wan.don go find and hurt someone iish close and l0ok like family.y do euiie hab to go find and hurt our s call family de ren?haiis.
tiish suitation not e 1st time see.beta d0n g0 f0rce a pers0n which dey dislike.mayb iim e one who f0rce euiie bc0me lidat.c0s euiie cant get miie den euiie bc0me lidat.euiie come,euiie jus c0me t0 miie and sae.i blieve euiie os hab feelin fer melody.iif n0t euiie w0nt eben buy wad she wan.iim a gal who euiie cant aff0rd t0o ba.mayb find e small one iish beta den miie.
moii life and daes re s complicated.i cant help moiiself neither do euiie.i can help moiiself euiie os dno.aniiwae,i onii noe iim bad kiies.e small one at least euiie can go and protect and aniiting jiu fight and etc.miie iish cant de.moi own pro i will settle.euiie cant eben take cariies urself how can euiie protect ur love one.wen euiie cant depend urself.
tiish few daes i jus found out wad euiie hab done reali make miie disappointed.i nber sae and do aniitin cos iish not moii pro at all.euiie nber did it to miie too.i noe euiie treat miei berii gd.wad can i do to return euiie?euiie may sae moii love and to be urs.but i noe i cant do tat.whede moii feelin fer euiie iish hab anot.iif i sae low.i wont go wit euiie too.i onii go wiit a person which iish strong.tings iish goin on and happen it badly.iish depend how euiie settle ur matter.everyone hab different wae to settle their pro.i dno how euiie settle.but it makes miie find tat euie cos moi trouble out.fergivness iish not ask fer ppl.iish to prove urself tat euiie can change.but euiie dno how done how much tings which prove and shows tat euiie cant do it ba.tats y euiie need ppl fergiveness.aniiwae,i os don give a damn abt it.to miie ish smal case.cos dere re more impt tings to settle it wit euiie.go find manii stead or pts euiie wan kiies.i dno wad euie re doin.deres nth can change miie.i owaes change moiiself and see tings moiself.but i realise wen i change moii mind tinkin of euiie,gona case.tings come out.s i tink iish enough fer wad euiie hab done and fer wad i hab tink.soriiwee.
i os berii tired of moiiself stayin in tiish world and liife
i jus wish and hope and jus finish moiiself and tats all.
moii life re owaes s complicated.wad i do and done fer euie guys.
ferget abt it kiies.jus tink tat iim no longer and jus lose miie.
help fer wad euie guys hab done.moii return was forcin each other been tgt.
frwens at least stil can force being tgt.stead i wont de lo.
moii r/s os damn bad ba.i disappointed daddy alot.haiis.he os bcome weird weird de.
all euie guys who hab done cos of miie.tink tat iim longer in tiish world and to be dere fer euiie.
Thursday, March 02, 2006
9:47 PM
todae,haiis.we did nber let her off.moii her finger injure badly.
ders nth i can do or sae much.den jus call yaozhun and tok to hiim.he sae ferget it.e past is e past.i call hiim to tc tgt wit his sis.
he did call richard don bother e matter.but richard wan it.
he online i jiu told hiim,iim here to tok to u nicely.find tat i treat and give em in dno how much la.
i ask hiim wad he wan.he tok to miie not happi at 1st.in e end kana shoot by miie alot.he sae i watchin tv.hab time i tok to u again kiies.cya.
btw,ray iish enough.u os will noe iish alot of pro to settle and iish enough.btw,iish not e 1st time u sae u dnwan care and hab all tiish pro.but owaes tings come from euiie.
u small matter os cant settle le.we help euiie settle.euiie stil go sae richard.richard dn like tok to u.sometimes i os dn like to tok to u.alot of ppl dnwan and dislike e wae u tokin.cos u reali nber tink at all.iif euiie sae tings which u tink bfer.iish acceptable.but u tink le jiu sae.dey shoot u back u wordless.
find tat miie and baby tok tgt.connection seems not good.quite dulan.cos alot of pro le mahs.den find tat tiish few daes i tok to her like tokin to e wall cos he keep askin wen i dno ans hiim how manii times.reali headache.
todae settle class t-shirt.those who wan de jiu pay.dnwan de dnhab onii lo.
last yearr reali waste money and e design sucks.cos iish i draw de.
tiish yearr melody draw iish beta den miie.i os lazy do.lazy find.
i rather go tat shop and look fer e design and dey help miie.i don mind expensive anot.as long as i love e design iish ok.somemore tiish yearr last yearr ok wad.
den after settle e t-shirt jiu wen home tgt wit weiwei.
wanted to mit upp kaiijie in e end nber.tot he comin moi hse but in e end nope
den i whole dae wit weiwei lo.he send miie home tiish few daes.thanks =))
aniiwae,thanks daddy fer e t-short tings.he make moii job easy alot.thanks.he reali treat miie berii good and well.love ya daddy.but iim soriiwee to mk euiie s disappointed in miie.haiis =((
smoke and drink cold water.keep coughin.arghs.
weiwei keep lii siiao melinda.she and miie s gam.den moii sister sae u beta bcareful of her.she sudden s close wit u.don bother.hab fun todae.kana scare by weiwei too.arghhs.ghost stories begin todae again,he told miie quite alot which he saw.somemore iish near moi hse.his hse and moi hse near.e tings he saw bfer os near.tats wad he sae.i tryin to ferget.haiis.=(( pray god nth wil happen to miie bahhs.
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
9:53 PM
todae damn dulan can.
todae recess time,eat le jiu wen upp settle taiiji.knn.reali wastin time la.
use more den half an hour in e end onii settle moii taiiji.cb la.
tmr goin settle.tmr confirm wont let her off.tmr wait and see wad will happen to her.
s manii tings to settle siia.tmr goin find wher to mk e shirt.iish like s damn rush siia.
den fridae hab to stay back fer heats.4x100 and long jump.arghhs.
btw,wana tag moii board pls put ur name.except fer =] cos iish moii frwen i noe her.iif other ppl.which i dno.wana tag moii board put ur name.tings sae clear can.i damn blurr larhhs.
tings makin miie dulan too larhhs.
nth to blog much too larhhs.wad i wana sae,sae liiao.busii doin moii tings.
take cariies everyone.
wana bang e wall arhhs.reali cant tk it liiao.jus let miie die can.how i wish larhhs.go buy poision med den put in moii drink.good man.
