Monday, March 06, 2006
11:44 AM
haiis.habin eoa lesson.of cos gt listen.
but feel s downn.haiis.mayb iim e one who leavin everyone.
i see ppl leavin miie fer no reason.see le feel iish moii fault.
as blurr euie sae u noe miie de.y euiie dnwan come and find miie?y do u hab to leave and mus till euiie leave den slowly i will noe who re euiie.y do i hab to lose euiie fer nth.
i dno wad iim tinkin too larhhs.jus feel s down and lost now.
tiish few daes.dno wad happen to miie.moi brain and tinkin iish onii dead.
jus now habin math lesson nber eben listen to cherr.was dere chattin.tmr got e test and i don eben noe how to do.mayb fail jiu fail le bahhs.eng lesson,form cher haben come back.soon she will be back.shld be wed bahhs.haiis =(( feel like cryin arhhs.
after sch goin ps pay bill den study dere bahhs.shld be nber mit upp kaiijie,i reali not mood now.
jus now settle melinda taiiji,ferget.we re not tgt at all.
i os sae wad i hab to sae.tk glue reali tat fun and reali hard to listen and quit?sister sae tat.but cass and yr can quit.y cant she.i os feel hopeless.
sometimes,i reali dno wad e hell am i doin.sometimes,i dno y do ppl hab to leave mii fer nth.
sometimes,i jus feel s lost to no wherr.e darkness iish gettin deeply le bahhs.arghhs =`((
e tears cant come out.but moi heart ache.wad can i do to mk miie feel at least beta?to hug a person?iish useless too.i rather be alone and crazy moiiself.cos i use to be lidat.
