Thursday, April 27, 2006
1:58 PM
todae hab eng test.
jus came home not long
g0in out soon to study moi own.
tmr got chinese test.damn hell b0red.
tink moi eng will fail.all aniihow do.
paper one oreadi hard ferr miie?anwiihow do os.wen to slp.wake upp damn pissed.
cos berii noisy.soriiwee moi dear ting.gv ya attitude.
paper two i leave one qus blank.i reali cant tink of ani ans to put in.
after tt hab maths remedial fer ard 1hour.mr chia sae he wait fer mrs seah.
i look at him.find tt weird weird de.told mrs seah.he waiting fer u lerhs.
mrs seah sae he waitin fer miie.do maths iish abt graph.ferget le!!!shit.
s she push moi head.cos i reali ferget everyting.i c le os blurr.
tiish few daes,learn how to control moiself?
control moiself wad shld i do and wad shld not.
u learn how to strong.is a good ting.
i learn not to tok much to u.i noe u suffering lots den mi
u re wonderin y am i learnin not to tok to u much.
find tt nth much to tok.everyone dn wish to lose someone on e person.
but i dn mind losing smth frm u guys.i cant b selfish.but sometyms iim wonderin y i hab to do tiish.mayb iish beta fer mi to do tish bcos u guys will find a beta gf den mi.
whede am i sufferin not.is not impt and is useless too.cos i noe whede am i sufferin not.is not as much as u guys hab done fer mi.
jus to sae thanks.
hope u guys found a ryte person to be ur stead.
leon hab stead.beta trt ur stead well.
duncan os hab stead.trt her well too.
daddy,hope u find a beta person den mi.i blif u can do it.
ray,tish few daes shld be find quite a no. of gals.hope u may find ur gal asap.
to mi,wait is no longer i can blif le.u guys may lose someting frm mi.
but i hab to do tt cos u guys oreadi starting to go ur waes.
s all e best to 4 of u bahhs.
iim a hopeless and useless gal.i cant do aniitin but to mk ppl disappointed
anw,i dn intend to turn straight or go wit a person which sae dey love mi.
y?ask urself bahhs.
i don wish to tok s much.i find it no point.oreadi fer years.
whede how mani ppl like mi.wad dey sae.i will rem.but wad dey do is jus diff.
s dn blame mi fer wad iim doin now.jus lose mi.is okiies.aniiwae,deres alot of beta gals out dere den mi and i blif u guys will do well den mi.
