Wednesday, May 31, 2006
8:47 PM
m0rning,
mum called me wake up again to ask me whether want to go down and eat a not?
i say i don't want and i'm real tired.she ask me what time i sleep?i never answer her and i went to sleep.woke up around 11plus.nobody at home.all went out.around 12plus mum and brother came back.wanted to go out but in the end i'm stuck inside the house to take care of my brother.i was unhappy because i remember when i'm very sick my brother went out and play.that day i remember i'm sick and duncan was at my house.thanks.thought she never take care of me and she don't know that i'm real sick.so i still stay at home to take care for him and went out buy dish and cook for him =P i always treat him very good =x i only know how to talk shit but he's the one who want to eat and ask me to cook for him so i cook for him.if not i will be buying food up for him because that's my mum order me to do that.listen her ordering things for me to do really makes me feel irritating and i think she feel that too so she shut up and went for work.she say today they very busy so i have to take care of him.
after baby finish studyin came and find me.=)) smile.lovey0u muacks.!!!baby i'm sorry to make y0u sad and make you so disappointed in me.i'm sorry baby.i going off soon and making y0u so down.never meet you for days really making you suffer.hope you love the drawing.that's my masterpiece =x i know is very nice.hahas.joking.i know is not very nice.i miss y0u so much.
tomorrow,i don't know whether i can meet anyone because i don't know whether my brother is still very sick a not.he's having high fever from out of no where and making himself so sick.tomorrow wanted to go baby school and study with her but i don't think i'm going because i really lack of SLEEP!i still remember the promise but i remember ones i think is when u not in singapore we never meet before you left.anyway,went i come back than give you your present and if you read the letter if anything you are unhappy and wants to talk back againest me is fine with it because i know nobody is always correct.may all your wish come true and enjoy your birthday.i don't find that i'm in the wrong went i never go ur house because i don't even know that i going malaysia on which date and seriously whether am i there a not though your baby is not going but i know she will still help you celebrate.what ever you say i never say i don't believe but what i say to you most of it is true and you should know.i'm off soon.will miss you guys.muacks
by the way,my blog always welcome whoever you are.
but not coming here to disturb and making me or other people life suffering
i know for who you are to come to my blog and see what i have post
if you are mature,think before you do and making nonsense out.
everyone will jealous but you should know the more you jealous the more things will happen out.she lie to you because she don't want to quarrel with with you and i know you are quite unhappy with me.ex are stil friends isn't it true?you have ex too and she doesn't really control your life.i may not know the whole story but i know she treat stead really well.is unfair to say what i want but since you want to come my blog you don't mind seeing all this.sometimes lie is better but as a stead we shouldn't lie because we should trust each other.i might lie my stead too but we understand each other by what we are doing.if you really love her why not think about it.nobody is prefect.i never mention name,if you really think you are the one than let it be.i got no offence by what i say but just to say if you really think you are why not change for what you have done to make your relationship last long and make it strong?unless you don't even want and i got no comments.i'm lesbian too,as everyone knows lesbian won't last long.if you really love the person you won't think so much be just to be with her happily and goes on your life together with her because you LOVE her.
as how i LOVE you my dear.
i hope we will last long
though this time i go malaysia but i'm not going shopping so i'm sorry that i can't buy anything for you guys.if i really go shopping i'm going to broke =P because alot of people say you go there must buy things for me k!
