Wednesday, June 21, 2006
2:54 PM
family always can make a person change is either good or bad
this time,they are making me change bad and feel the hate there for him!
this few days,my mum and i was talking about my dad.
he's making me more hate him and hate him to the core.
continue what you want to do.i rather he beat me till i die also never mind and if he dares.
me and my mum shall die together and make him goes mad and suffer forever.anyway,my mum also don't mind neither do i mind to die together with her if she wants and i want to die like don't know how long ago.he better don't repeat his history if not i will do somethings that make him hate me more and he doesn't want me anymore neither do i think i still need him.if my mum can't take it and if he makes her goes mad and she use ways to die he will know.better is everyone leave him and when the times he know how to treasure is late and i won't get back to him.he choose this way and i shall accept this to fulfil his wish.i don't mind if he wants to exchange life to make us feel better.is either he makes us suffer if not we make him suffer.life always have to take it or leave it with regrets.he knows i talk to him is getting weird.since,he got my brother no me also never mind.he just love him till he die.my brother is totally hopeless and so what if he's small.they already say to my brother say if he got no money just get it from them.his heart and thinking is totally spoilt by them and just go ahead.all die better still.see it just hate it.want a happy family will see how the hell you do.if not the worst you continue do i will do it together with you.i does scare you for who you are but you are forcing eveyone to do that.i rather don't hold on this family and go my life.life are just totally sucks to the core.he better don't do anything on my mum if not i will leave no regrets.
