Thursday, June 29, 2006
8:09 PM
today,
wake up around 545am and prepare myself and wake my mum up to eat breakfast with me.she yesterday night tell me say today go eat mac so we went to eat mac.see four sec4 ang mo kio secondary people sleeping there and watch soccer.is like oh my god can.around 7plus than take bus.reach school also late because i never walk quickly and thanks tingting.waiting for me at the bus stop and also late together with me!=)) first period is PE.new teacher coach us name mr liu.hope i didn't spell his name wrongly.he's not bad but new teacher always got bully by students.i know i'm fat already ok!so i'm going to on diet le la!!!but i really don't understand and i don't believe i'm that short ok.arghs.don't talk about it anymore.making me freak only!
after pe is eoa lesson.this week really make me feel so bored.today change computer lap again i feel so irritated by them can.after that,recess and i really feel very very tired so went to sleep.this stupid benjamin talking so loudly than my songs and shaking his leg and i can feel the chair and table also shaking.after recess is english lesson.feel like sleeping but i did not.after that,maths lesson doing maths paper.i didn't do finish and i lazy to do.=(( after school went to meet baby at j8.bought food and went to felicia house and cook.all of us is not good at cooking.=P
after eating,went to rest and sleep.colleen suddenly called baby handphone and we all wake up and i want to sleep,baby keep disturbing me!around 4plus we didn't quarrel but we just sort of talk and start to be quiet.no mood and i'm totally confuse and lost.this two afternoon sleep really never sleep deeply and i feel so difficult to breath.around 5pm wake up and i can feel my head is very heavy.went to living room and sleep than felicia pull me up and went to her room and sleep together with baby.i feel like vomit and they want me to eat sweet plum to advoid me to vomit but i smell it more worse.so i didn't eat and they are like sort of forcing me to eat.not awhile i cry because i'm thinking of things.i cry very long ar!around 2hours.on the way home,i still crying.reach home never called my mum because everytime i reach home will called her that i'm back.she say why today never called me?mood swing ar?i keep quiet awhile than answer her say nothing.she came into my room and ask me say you just cry back?i never answer her and she ask what happen?don't mind telling me?i say my problem and i don't wish to say.she say she know the reason why i cry.a person will cry means he/she either cry for family,close friends,girl/boy friend and people past away.i told her say i'm thinking of things so i cry.i very tired but i'm going to wait for baby to reply me because something happen to her.hope she's fine.i seriously don't understand her dad.is just weird and i really very worry about you baby.=))* muacks
