Thursday, July 13, 2006
10:18 PM
yesterday,
after school went back home.play computer and talk on the phone.
prepare myself around 1plus? and went out meet felicia at the bus stop.
after that,meet the friendly.she so hungry and she wanted to go long john sliver to eat but alot of people so end up we went up to the food court and she ate.we catch a movie!JUST MY LUCK!the show not bad and alot of cinema don't have that show!=(( sadded. felicia and her sister sit different seats as us because her sister feel weird so we didn't get to sit together and so coincidence we saw vincent ex stead and her friends!felicia sister don't like her and she's indeed very noisy.the friendly ask me whether they come here to watch movie or come here to chat?after the show finish,immediately went to toilet because i very urgent.i think i drink too much water =P.went to take mrt,going bugis accompany that friendly to see clothes but end up she didn't buy any clothes but she buy two toys!have fun going out with that friendly and she indeed very friendly and crazy with me.=P both of us look like some retarded!
today,
after school wanted to go home sleep but i didn't.baby wants to meet me because she miss me but she!didn't know how to take care herself.end up we still meet up at toa payoh.i just reach mac and start to do my english she came and she say go home and rest?!because both of us very tired!waste time travel here and there!but i can top up my ez-link card!went back home,i thought nobody at home because the window was close.my brother at home and he only know how to play and don't know how to open the windows!talk to him nicely and his giving me attitude.he's giving me attitude for days and i try to talk to him nicely but he!fcuk ar!sorry for scolding vulgarities!he's making me going to beat him anytime.mum called me to bring pants for her so i told her i will be leaving house at 4pm.end up i never sleep and keep playing and i'm late so i took cab.reach there,help to do somethings and i'm totally free.sorry baby leave you alone again!my dad went out and i have to wait for him than i can eat and do what he wants me to do.but he came back,he say have to go home and went home eat dinner.reach home,went to bathe and came out to eat dinner.after dinner,sit at the living room watching tv and do my work.my brother drink water,and make till my file got water.i was angry because he do things everytime think he's right and when he eat things and make the table so dirty my dad didn't scold him or even beat him.i remember the past of me.i eat and just abit of food drop out and make the table dirty he will scold me and he ones shouted me loudly and from that day i never drop it out anymore.i scare and i have the fear there.sometimes,i think about it i will cry.till now if i eat food and it drop outside i will look at him and i will say sorry.but how he treat my brother and i was totally different.he doted my brother like precious.i took the file and hit his shirt,sort of clean it on his shirt and he beat me back.went to kitchen and we start quarrel and shouting each other.my dad is in the toilet and called us stop it.my mum say him but didn't beat him at all.my dad came out and that time we start to quarrel again.he looked at me and it makes me think that i'm in the wrong.i straight away say don't need talk so much and i don't want to say so much.i'm very tired and wanted to sleep but it makes me angry till i cry and boilling!!!can't get to sleep so came to chat with friends.was better but now.just fcuk up.i don't intend to talk to them.all just fcuk!my brother is totally a girl and what he say can't even make it and what my mum say she didn't even do it to him.if this continue,i shall see how are they going to take care of him.better is GO AND DIE!I GETTING TO HATE WHAT THEY SAY!ALL FUCK AND JUST FCUK OFF.
