Tuesday, July 04, 2006
8:55 PM
i totally got no mood at all.
this morning wake up.
i feel very tired but i still can't sleep well at all.
yesterday night,thought i can sleep well and rest early.
but i don't know what's wrong with me.i'm very worry about you!hais =((
waiting for your message,call or whatever.she say don't want me because alot of people is waiting for me.haiis =`( i straight away cry like don't know what shit.i cry very long.i whole night was waiting for your call.i sleep around 12plus and wake up around 1plus.just can't get to sleep.worry till i didn't sleep at all?i start crying.i wake my brother u p but he sleep like a pig and he give me attitude.fcuk man.everytime he can wake me up but i can't wake him up.contact fion,leon but they didn't return called.message casper and she called me.thanks alot.=))* accompany me chat.nobody can do anything about it and i feel like talking to someone and listen to me.i wanted to contact felicia but i remember her handphone never put slient and she also can't use the phone and call me.hais.i never receive any message or call from baby till 10plus.she call me during eoa lesson.sorry that i hang up your call and return you message during english lesson because i can't even use the phone.maths lesson can't use the phone too but at least can reply.wanted to go down find her but end up never because mum wants to meet me and baby also meeting her mum.actually meet mum at central but end up went back home rest.reach home my mum already at home so we chatting about our dad because he goes mad yesterday night.before he goes mad i still crying,after finish still crying.did stop but i cry very long!i don't remember what time i sleep.but i think not even 2hours.though out the whole day i don't have the mood to study and i can't get anything through my brain.sorry mrs seah.i today totally never listen to what she explain in maths lesson.finish her lesson she ask me what happen.i sort of walk away and she pull my shirt.=p chat with her about my father.till now i still can cry.damn fcuk la.haiis =`( i miss you badly.please take care yourself.i know you are very stress with alot of things.
