Monday, September 04, 2006
7:02 PM
today,
is a very boring day and totally spoilt my mood.
i think i can only just pass my chinese and bloody fail my english listening.
i really don't understand what the hell the paper write man.arghs!
morning,5plus wake up.went to toilet!stomach not feeling well.don't know what happen.from 5plus pain till afternoon.=[[
charlotte came to fetch me to school.anyway,thanks.=]] after chinese paper,go throught my answer with tingting and guess i really make alot of mistake.thanks for your breakfast and sorry that i did not drink finish the milo because i really not feeling well.but i manage to eat finish so must be happy =]]
went back home and rest for 45minutes?i don't really remember.i should be waking up at 1230 but i wake up around 11plus?felicia message also wake me up and my mum also came into my room and call me to wake up.chat on the phone before i went out.felicia message and tell me say she at my house downstair and wait for me just to send me to school.really thanks and i know you always want give me susprise but you can't.i don't need any susprise and i seriously scare people send me to school when they never say they want to send so i will confirm.
went back to school very early because tingting was bored.so i reach early.still very tired but i didn't sleep.paper start and i damn blur?=.='' till i really don't understand what the hell the radio talking about.so irritating.
the weather is very hot till i got nothing to say.i took cab home after my paper.reach home wanted to sleep but chat on the phone.after that,online awhile and i got to go because that charlotte came to meet me.she insist to meet me.went to eat and i'm very full!feel like vomit.stomach till now still pain.=[[ what to do?
my day very bored.tomorrow is you and colleen match.all the best to both of you and i believe both of you can do it =]]. i read your blog and i seriously thinking should i continue love you.i don't know just feel that maybe i should not continue when i already know the answer.your answer is already so straight forward and i know that i don't get the chance to be with you.but i don't regret i got a crush on you.maybe i can get you off my mind soon i might not know or maybe i will still continue goes with my feeling.everyone is making each other suffer.she love me,i love her,she love another her.sometimes,i just don't understand love.is just so complicated till i'm wordless and i don't know what to do.there are many people out there i can choose but i don't know why i love you.i will rather be alone and rather stay single and don't want to be with anyone for a moment too.i know that i shouldn't have crush on you but i did it.feeling just so weird.you will love the person for no reason because it goes by feeling.i'm thinking what so good about me?i seriously don't worth any of you to love me and wait for me.partly also my fault to make you guys to fall for me.i'm sorry for what i have done and i know i can't do anything much to repay back.take care everyone.
