Wednesday, April 25, 2007
8:54 PM
before i get out of my house.lie to mum say i going school.is going to 2pm.she say you still wanna go school ar?don't need go already.end up,i told her say i go mac.they going out work than call me.cause she hang out clothes and want them to be dry.
went to meet her at mac.end up she never study can.
she say she forget to bring the book that she need to study.end up i bought orange tea and fries to eat.so sad,that she cannot eat.because she's sick!!!!!!!!!!!haha =x
she got flu and throat pain.haha.serve you right.is you don't wanna listen to me.call you not to eat sweets.and you eat sweets for the whole day today you bloody hell.was eating fries half way,she called me again.she say where are you.i say i at mac,haven't go home.she say you wanna wait until rain than go home ar.i say no la.going home soon.that idiot so bloody noisy la.people studying than she chat on the phone with her friends and she laugh bloody loud.bth her can.she eat med and was damn tired.after eat finish we went back home.she went to sleep and i was on the computer checking things and chatting with klaron.she ask me along to meet her,eunice and a girl.don't know who.but i didn't meet them.after that,i went to my brother room rest.she suddenly came into my brother room.she sit on the chair very long.don't know what she doing.i went out of the room she still inside.i was on the computer again.called her out of that room.went to my room and wanted to sleep.haha.but i didn't so does she i think.i went into my brother room again,listen songs and writing somethings.i keep go in and out my room to take things.gave her the letter that i owe her.think she got read,after that she suddenly like ghost flying here and there.haha.scary =x she on her music quite loud and both of us blust the whole house.she whole day never eat and she lazy to cook and she still tell me say she not hungry.i call her cook maggie herself.guess she's waiting for me to cook.but i didn't.think she's too sad =x sorry.she stay at my house until 7pm.accompany her go and buy newspaper.accompany her until central to buy because my house downstairs sell finish already.end up she walk underpass to go home and i return home myself.suddenly stomach pain.don't know why.reach home,eat fish after that went to bathe.when i was bathing that time.i realise alot of things and i think about that show again.
when i think about that show,i realise love a person can be very happy and can be very miserable.that guy really love that woman.but that woman don't have feeling already.even if they got back together that woman won't be happy and she no longer have feeling for him.she return back to him is because that guy keep her baby away from her and hide the baby.end up,that guy know that even if he get that woman,he can't get her feeling back anymore.because whatever he do,he's forcing that woman and just because he love that woman and want back that woman.but is too hard to turn back everything.after that woman don't love him,and he keep force her to be together with him.that woman was totally so scare of him and even when he touch her she felt so scare.whenever she see him,she really felt so scare.he's too scary and just because of love.nobody can trust him anymore due to his bad actions and the mistake that he done just because he wants to protect that woman and he do so much evil things.end up,he died because he lose everything and he cannot turn back.even if he live,he's life is meaningless because he cannot be with the woman that he love and he will never get that child.actually,i was scare of you* i'm really sorry this is why i tell you i scare to meet you cause i know you will touch me.maybe what sharon say was right that my feeling is fade that's why i'm kinda sensitive or maybe scare that you touch me.i will feel uncomfortable.let us be alone especially you.i know is hard for you to accept me as your friend and treating me as your friend only.i know you still love me and want me back.but i'm sorry.i don't wish to treat you badly.still,i want you this friend.thanks for everything that you have done for me.i hope whenever i need you,you will be there for me.take care.
