Tuesday, May 01, 2007
12:20 PM
who's in the fault?
i don't find that we both are wrong.
sensitive and jealous?
is your decision,your way,your life.
i thought that,i make things clear i will really put down everything,
i know i hold on the past more than moving on for my future.
given each other so much chances and things are still stopping us being together.
somethings don't have to do,don't have to say.misunderstanding will just come itself.
who don't know?fate?i don't believe in fate.everything lies on our hands.we deicide everything.we created everything ourself.miracles i do believe.haha.
serene,your good friends.ya,believe you.whatever i see,is the fact to me,i'm not your girlfriend.you don't have to explain to me.even if you explain to me so?what's love?what's happiness.the only thing that i know is we have even of each other for what we have done to make both of us suffer so much.break so long.is it a wrong thing?is still wondering around.since suffer so much there's won't have any happiness.whatever we said out that day,i will never forget.so does you charlotte.i'm awake and you really make me awake!why do you wanna melt my heart again and hurting each other again.whatever i have done,is returning back to me.even if you say you don't mean it.what have done is already done.i really feel sad and hurt whenever i with you.why can't things just goes smooth?problems always lies on us but not the others.say you love me,want me believe.is hard already.we don't have trust and confidence there at all.understand how you feel?even if i understand and even if i can feel it so?isn't it fair.i do it more than you do?maybe,i always do in a extend of limit i know.this is what i return back to you.that time,i wanted to blog.but end up i didn't.is all because of you.guess we are really over.no point holding on when we both are letting each other go.how much we talk how much we do.the effort.the best that we have done.is enuff.the outcome have actually come out.the answer is already there isn't it true.charlotte,ask both of us why?there's no more why.
to serene,is not your fault.is just a coincidence.
to charlotte,IF there's a day comes,still can be together than say ba.is impossible for us being together for now.both of us are SO tired already.
problem lies on us.fiona,will always remember what she have said.enjoy out with your girls.
