Thursday, August 23, 2007
12:47 PM
never attend school again.
morning,mummy came into my room and touch my forehead saying that im very hot. =/
headache,but after wake up im okie.accompany them go downstair eat breakfast.they wanted to work but suddenly daddy vomit. =? so they never work.
going to see doctor later.always eat finish the med but still never recover.stupid doctor.
stupid health.my health is getting bad :))))
mummy always says that my room got cig smell.she check my bag and say because your bag got a packet of cig.haha.she never say anything.yesterday,already tell her say i got smoke so does my brother.well,she said:"life is yours.whether you wanna listen anot is your problem."i did ever mention to her that my brother friend do touch drugs.she said:"if your brother do touch drugs than prepare i will call 999."
at times,i really thinking should i just let go of everything.
just because iloveyou so i hold on.but sometimes,just because i loveyou i should let go.
thinking of holding on is because i want back everything of you and me.
thinking of letting go is because i don't wish you to suffer because of me.
love is just a game in our life.life is just a bet in this world.
yes,everyone deserve a chance.but the things that i see.
it seems like im nothing.im sad and hurt but still im holding on.
is because of me,that's why you have change to a hard hearted person.
now i know why people always do something wrong they always wanna hold on.
they just wanna return back,sorta repay back and partly they really love the person.
colleen even say,our age is better to let go and you will feel better.haha.
well,everyone have their view.nobody is always right of course nobody is perfect.
human always love to say each other,is not a bad thing after all.is a learning life.
most of the people will not accept people to say them because they always never realise they are in the fault.of course,people must say somethings that can make them accept that they are in the fault.in this life,you will never learn finish even human heart and mind.human is too complicated.making life complicated.
happy is just awhile,it always kept inside people heart.
i believe everyone wants a simple life.but is so hard to get.feeling is a weird thing.
unless,we don't have heart we wont feel anything.
hopefully,my next life will not be human again.
ren zhen de hen nan zuo.going to rest. =/
