Wednesday, October 17, 2007
2:06 AM
yseterday night sleep around 4plus?
woke up around 8plus in the morning.
lying on the sofa resting.damn hell tired but i can't get to sleep.
chat on the phone with baby until 10plus.
prepare myself get out of the house,went down to orq to find my dear babe.
accompany her until she finish work.her day really sucks.
never expect things will turn out this way,but it happen.
you are really damn sucks and you really don't have the right to even love her.
really feel damn hell disappointed in you even thou i don't know you.you really damn hell sucks.
my dear babe,im here always love you alright.don't worry that i'm gonna leave you alone because i won't alright.i believe my dear will be strong.
babe accompany to my work place and she gonna fetch me after my work this coming sat and stay together with me.
i don't know and i don't care alright.
i don't wish to know,whatever you say i just listen.
that's it,you can't prove to me that i can trust you.
i just clear what i'm doing with no fears.
iloveyou <3
i'm sucks and to people out there i might be changing and maybe change alot.
i don't wish to bother alright.everyone have their own thinking. =)
i wanna quit school and i really don't intend to continue study this course.
i'm not making any effort because i don't even wanna study it.
i don't have the heart to even study now.of cause i will still study and i wanna study the course that i want but i'm scare and i really got no confidence to even study well if i really study private.fuck man!