things are not going right.
i really feel that i'm so silly and i'm such a fool of everything.
you make me fall for you deeply ended up telling me you don't believe in long relationship.
you got a brighter future who plan everything.
as you said you gonna leave i can't stop you.i know what's the reason.
i still have a very long way to learn.i just don't wish to think so much and be the one suffering.
the hurt is already there and i had enuff.tears because of you,not enuff sleep and totally no mood for everything.make me feel so sick and weak.sucks!
i don't wish to be the one who concern about everything and doing it alone.
is either treasure this 5months before you leave if not just let go everything.
things just spinning my head this few days making me so fuck up.
last thurs to sat working.sunday went out with my dear pl gf.
we chat alot and i spent alot.i've spent 300bucks per month.damn.
reach home around 8plus eat my dinner.meet up gonggong around 10plus.
reach home around 11plus.sleep around 3pm.
yesterday,woke up at 7plus.went to prepared myself,attend school.
got test!damn it.
i really feel guilty ok.i thankyou for everything alright.
i know there's nothing i can repay you.to only stay just because of you.
you make me feel touch well you stop me from something that i can't do.
leave school after test.when to tm to ate lunch with my classmate after that went to ernie house to sleep.actually start work at 4pm but i went at 5pm.
saw those manager and shareholder meeting kinda scare me.
after meeting they enjoy there.totally no mood working and attitude one of the shareholder name stanley.if you never keep singing the generator will not on and off.
all cust went off around 9plus going 10.the lights keep on and off itself make me feel like sleeping.
captain and mr sim came over around 10pm.
they actually fix it everything ok but they went back to make it on n off again.
they are very funny and damn purposely but is a good thing that what they have done.
wasting company money to call idiots to come down and repair.haha.
disturb captain because he smoke alot when he drink.
manager keep call me to stay and work.actually finish work at 10 ended up finish at 12am.
ah hai,mic and alice came down drink and watch tv.so free of them.three of them look so tired don't know why still wanna come down.the whole woody only got 7cust.
walking back home alone,totally no mood and don't know what to do.thinking lots.
never attend to school today.feel so tired.
woke up around 12pm.sorry my dear gf and ernie that i never attend to school.
went to have lunch with my parents and brother around 1plus.
just reach home not long.going to prepare myself and go to work soon. =\