Tuesday, June 10, 2008
3:19 PM
maybe all along people who are with me always think that my friends are much more impt than the one that i love.but i did not.
i know you always think that.just because i do have much more things to chat with my friends than you.
everyone have their own friends and freedom.you are controlling mine.
you are a selfish idiot.is not people wanna break us but too many people ask me to let go.
after all is my decision,i choose to hold on after so many chances that i have given you,things have not been smooth for us still i dont mind being suffer just because iloveyou.
but you always expect me to give in to you and listen to what you say.
but ask yourself,you always anyhow throw your bloody temper towards me for nothing.
i guess,no manners is you but not me.the one who always hanging up my call is you.
even small matter you also wanna quarrel.
dont always think that whatever you say i have to do it too.
seriously pissed off with your fucking attitude too.dont say others but yourself too.
want me to prove to you that you are wrong i guess is hard too.
we both are stubborn,too stubborn until im sorry,im letting go everything between you and me.
feel sick and tired of you.i dont deny i always doubt you and never trust you because the time i wanna trust you is the time you make me disappointed in you.
there's nothing much to talk about it.the quarrels that we had,did not make our love strong but everything is breaking into pieces.
your heart and mind still have her,isnt it true?she's the only girl who give in to you too much until you are taking advantage of girls.you never ones think that you are at fault.
you make me feel that you never ones serious with me before.im just that some one spare for you to use and to be there for you.i never fail to be there for you,you know that too.
i choose to stop because you make me do so.
i believe you can do it.letting me go is very easy thing for you to do it.finding other girls is much more easy for you.wish you all the best then.hopefully,you find someone that you really love.and show your care and concern towards her.
a true love to a girl is to show everything out.but you did not.you make me cant feel your care and concern so dont talk about your love to me.i totally cant feel it at all.
stop telling me all those bull shit stuffs that you say you wouldnt do at all.yesterday,you have said something that you shouldnt even said.thanks,but i have seen your true colour.
dont always think that i will always return to you even i have do it so many times.
dont dare to test me and dont be proud of yourself.
i choose not to play you because i have feeling towards you.
