i dont wish to continue this life.
i really dont understand why you have to do this to me.
but whatever,sorry.im not gonna bother anything much about you.
you lied to me,partly is also my fault.most of it is my fault.i do it wrong first.i dont expect any forgiveness from you.i really appreaciate how much you love me but just too bad,after knowing that what you have done towards me,thinking back about the past and everything that you have done for me so much.i felt that,im very silly and stupid to believe every little single words that you've said to me.you dont even know how much i wanted to change for you and be yours.but never expected you will do this to me too.so i dont feel angry or even sad over your doing.just kinda disappointed in you.so my dear,i hope you can get someone else that truly loves you.i dont worth your love at all.
how much you love me,is just like how much i love him.even no matter how much you have done for me,my love will never change.simply i love him.love is selfish,but i just wanna be with him.i do feel touch n even tears how much you have done for me.but too bad,my heart only have him.he's just like me,know how much you love me and how much i love him.but just too bad,i dont mean to treat you this way and this is how he treat me back too.maybe towards you,i did not give any chance for you to explain but i did,it just that you never realize it.
take care my dear,i will never forget how much you have done for me.
whatever happens to me,i will never regret with my decision to stay and be with him,always stand by his side forever.just like how you have done it to me.i sincerely apologise to you that i've betrayed you at your back lots of time.
anyway,baby.
i miss you badly ever since the day,you have went overseas.
take care yourself and i hope you will be back soon.
every little single words that i've said to you is true.
i'm a straight forward person,i hope that i never scare you away.
i dont wish you to be the same like me,fear and afraid of someone who love you so much.
iloveyou baby.muacks .)
